breathe

chapter twenty

"okay class, today we'll be learning about STDs, who's ever had one." Harry himself lifted his hand. Theodore and Hermione lifted their hands too. "good thanks for the honesty, what did you do after you found out you had one?" Harry asked. Theodore raised his hand. "yeah." Harry said. "I told the person I had sex with." He replied. "very good, that's exactly what you need to do, especially if you know that person has sex with other people too. Because STD stands for Sexual Transferable Disease. So it's important to tell the other person." Harry glanced over at Draco and he was asleep on his desk, the past few days he didn't sleep and stayed awake during the night to keep and eye on Harry. Harry thought it was cute also a little bit concerning. Everyone followed Harry's gaze and looked at Draco. "to continue," Harry started. nobody seemed to pay attention. Harry walked over to Draco and stood in front of him blocking the view of the class. "I'd like to tell you all about my personal story of my STD." Harry said. everyone stared confused at him. "I had sex for the first time ever, and I just had my boyfriend two weeks and we were super happy, and we had sex and I got a STD through him, he told me he didn't know that he had one so he asked his previous girlfriend about it and he got it from her. Luckily I saw a healer – doctor I mean and-" Harry was cut off by Seamus. "wait you're wizard?" he asked. "what?" Harry asked. "I am too, and everyone here except Ron Pansy and Draco, but they know, right?" he asked. "yeah, but I didn't know that." Harry looked at him dumbfoundedly. "so he is your boyfriend?" Dean asked. "I-" Harry looked at Draco. "yes, but legally I'm not your real teacher." Harry said. "that's so cute!" Hermione squealed. "you really can't tell anyone else okay?" Harry asked. "promise." Theodore said. "now if we return to today's class." Harry said and everyone groaned and rolled their eyes. "class dismissed." Harry gave them a gentle smile. Everyone packed their bags and weirdly enough Draco did not wake up from the noise. "is he okay?" Pansy stood next to him. "I don't know." Harry replied. "what happened?" she asked. "I was pregnant." Harry said. "was?" she asked. "I had a miscarriage this weekend, and he hasn't slept ever since." Harry replied. "I'm sorry to hear that, do you think he'll be fine?" she asked. "I hope he will." Harry replied and ran his hand through Draco's hair. "it's scary isn't it?" she asked. "what?" Harry asked. "he's super fragile with everything that happened." She said. "yeah, he never really talks about it." Harry shrugged. "he's been raped, by not only his ex but his father and I feel bad for him, and then his parents died and River and that one thing at the school trip and then now this." She said. harry nodded. "I'll wake him up, go to your locker or something." Harry said. "sure." Pansy said and walked away. Harry slowly woke Draco. "hey baby, I'm glad you're awake from your slumber." Harry smiled. "I fell asleep?" Draco asked. "no worries." Harry said. Draco looked up at him. "sorry, don't send me into detention please." He pleaded. "no worries, I won't." Harry replied. "thanks, sorry." Draco stood up and picked up his bag. "why don't you sleep at night?" Harry asked. "because I can't." Draco replied. "why?" Harry asked. "it's my fault again, if I didn't go inside I would've noticed and saved them." Draco said. "baby, nothing is your fault and nobody will ever blame you for that, we knew from the start it was dangerous, they were right and maybe when we're a little bit older, with some potions and more help we might get our chance on children. Draco I want a family with you. I truly do. But now is not the perfect time and there will be a time I'm sure." Harry said. Draco wiped away the tears on his cheeks. "and now I'd love for you to go home and sleep and you better be still sleeping when I'm done here. you understand?" Harry asked. Draco nodded. "I love you." Harry smiled and kissed him.