I Prefer Her (Korrasami)

Class of 24..

POV: Korra

I woke and As I Opened My eyes I noticed Asami wasn't there, I remember last night..

I remember what I told her. I ment it but at the same time I didn't. I need to Apologize, but not until she apologizes first for keeping a secret like that from me. Even if it was obvious.

I got up and showered and got changed. I went downstairs to see Asami in the kitchen making food.

"Hey I made breakfast and I got you medicine If you have a headache" she said
I stayed silent I didn't know what to say to her I didn't have anything to say until I know she Apologized and it's genuine.

I was still debating if I should eat the food because I don't want to waste money, she spent time making this and it would be rude for me not to eat it, and it looks so good..

I glanced at her for a second and looked back down. "Here" she said placing the plate of breakfast with a fork and Orange juice infront of me.

I hesitated a second then Finally picked up the fork and began eating, I could feel and see her smile even with my eyes locked on the food.

I finished eating and she took the plate and Cup putting it in the dish washer."So how did you sleep?" She asked, I stayed quiet.

"Did you enjoy the hang out yesterday?" She asked still trying to speak to me.

"Korra look.. Im sorry but it was obvious l was going to leave and it's not like you could come with me you have a future too."
She said

What kind of shitty Apology is that I would drop everything that I have to go with her.

"Even if The college I'm going to is Higher than yours I can't make you get up and leave with me community college is still college, I didn't want to make you feel like, I am better/smarter than you, that would you did would never matter." She said reaching for my hand.

I pulled it back clenching it under the table. This girl is infuriating I should Have just told her all of what happened that night.if I had she wouldn't be questioning my Loyalty to her.

"Korra Ple-" she was about to say but I cut her off."My parents didn't actually just kick me out. They gave me Two choices 1. Stay in there house and break up with you. Or 2. Stay with you and leave." I told her

"W-What? You.." she was about to say.
"I didn't want to tell you because I know you and you would Think it's your fault and I didn't want that for you. You seriously questioning if I would leave for you is just-" "korra.."she said. "Asami I will Leave everything for you!!" I said my eyes getting teary.
"Fuck.. I'm so tired of this crying."I said wiping my eyes quickly with my sleeve.

"It's not like I have anybody else but my friends who will live without me and I will live without them but I don't know if I can live without you."I said.

What happened to the Silent treatment Korra.

"I can't let you do that to yourself Korra." She said.

Before I could stop the words from coming out they had already been said.

"You just don't want me to come, Do you even feel what I feel for you??!! If you did we wouldn't be here right now!!"I Shouted.

Her face expression changed from Worry and Sadness to Sadness and Anger.

"You are an absolute hypocrite, You are and because I "Questioned your loyalty" Then you are gonna tell me I don't love you?" She said Looking like she was ready to punch the fuck out of me but always weep on the floor. 

"If I didn't love you I wouldn't Have slapped Kuvira, If I didn't love you I would have kissed, I wouldn't have beat Mako, I would Have been in detention, I wouldn't have gotten you snacks in detention, I wouldn't have invited you for a movie night, You wouldn't even be living here." She said