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chapter 16 - the least to expect

Y/N - yah

I'm just trying to read my book but all I can hear are them, chatting away and giggling to themselves

Suzy - what? Can we not?

Nat - yeah Y/N, can we not?

Looking down from my book, left and right they were each on one side. Nat was on my left and Suze was on my right,

Y/N - I don't know why you two are so giggly.

Suzy - can I not enjoy my time with you?

Nat - because we like you

I let out a smirk as they both kissed me on the cheek.

Y/N - yeah yeah, it's not like this would happen.

I mean.

Of course it wouldn't.

They distorted in front of me, their eyes turning inside out into black satin eyes of fear.

I have no mouth, and I must scream

Fingernails sharpened to devour, dug into my arms but no sound can't come out. The walls closed in, the both of them sitting by in front of me

Can any of these?

Ever end?

My eyes opened, my voice was hoarse with my yells or even cries echoed as I sat up in my bed

Suzy - hey, hey

I felt Suze's hand on my back, gulping while I turned my head to face her

Suzy - it's okay, it's okay I'm here

Looking at her, It was too much to bear.

Sometimes, I think it was real. But most of the time, it wasn't.

She tries putting her hand to my cheek, but I flinch.

Suzy - it's okay. I'm real

My eyes were wide open as if I saw the light of god strike upon me.

But, I forgot.

Her soft gaze was the only thing that keeps me afloat alongside any of the girl's quirks that I have known to adore in my comfort.

My chest softened, the breathing less, and she was able to slowly put her hand on my sweaty cheek

Y/N - I'm- I'm sorry.

Suzy - it's okay, I'm sorry that you keep having them

I gulped, putting my hand on top of her, dragging myself closer to her

Being like this, it's misery.

I thought it would be over but I want it to stop.

I just want it to all end.

Not me, but everything that ruins it.

I feel like a child right now, like a toddler running to its mother for comfort.

Wrapping my arms around her waist, my head laid still on Suze's chest with her hand retracting from my cheek but now around my neck with her other caressing the back of my head

Y/N - I'm sorry

Suzy - don't apologise. You'll get through this, we'll get through this. I don't know why you keep having them but I promise you it'll be okay.

Y/N - I'm sorry

All I could repeat were those words every time.

Because I truly felt sorry for Suze for doing this for me. She doesn't deserve this.