His Obsession

CH 53

Y/N's POV

Y/N: okay let's not talk about it, i don't want to be emotional now.

Taehyung: okay, let's not....

Taehyung oppa passed a smile towards me but I could clearly see the flash of guilt in his eyes making me feel bad for him, but I couldn't gather the courage to say something after it, there was a long silence between us and all that while I was still contemplating about what i should say but then I saw Taehyung oppa let out a sigh and opening his mouth to say something again.

Taehyung: y/n?

Y/N: yes..? What is it?

I have a feeling he's gonna say something different now, and I don't know what it is.

Taehyung: do you remember why we're having this dinner...?

I was confused at why he was asking about this dinner all of a sudden until it clicked in my mind-
the fact that I even bought rings here 'are you stupid you want to get married at nineteen? Nineteen? NINETEEN? I really need a doctor what was I even thinking before doing this?'.

'Rings? Jeon Y/n you're broke now, what was your bank balance after this? HUH? a thousand won???? You can't even buy cup noodles with it'

I still remember saving all the money I got from YouTube and sponsorship just in case I'll need it in future and then I fell in love and became blind and now I only have a thousand won in my bank account. THIS IS CONCERNING.

I looked at Taehyung oppa who was still looking at me, I smiled uncomfortably trying to laugh my embarrassment off.

Y/N: I... Isn't the moon looking pretty? Ha...ha...

I looked at the moon and then back at him who was looking at me like he was trying to control his laughter at which he miserably failed.. 'this man is so annoying sometimes' I scoffed and looked at him with a totally annoyed face.

Y/N: are we done laughing at me?

It seemed like my words only made him laugh at me more, 'uughhh this MAN!!! I wanna kill him.' I made a done face and looked at him again.

Taehyung: aww, don't be sad im sorry come on don't act like this is not funny.

He smiled at me making me more annoyed but also smile back at him because of how annoying he is.

Taehyung: so you don't want to marry me now:(

He said out of the blue and when I looked at him he made the face of a five year old child waiting for his mother to take him to the park, while I coughed being uncomfortable after...basically facing reality.

Taehyung: did I make you uncomfortable? I'm sorry..

Oppa said in a worried tone but I waved my hands in the air trying to brush it off.

Y/N: no no it's okay.. I was just....

I couldn't complete my sentence, what should I even say? No? Or yes? Honestly I don't really know my own answer too, I decided to marry him just because he saved me from my biggest nightmare not once but twice and then I found out he helped my nightmare became reality.

Taehyung: I'm sorry.. for the inconvenience I've caused.... I didn't know it'll end up like this... I guess I was being selfish .. but I want to have a beautiful life too.... A life where even after me being the most hated human on this earth I still have a wife and luckily kids who love me and would only want me apart from everyone. I might be labelled as a heartless mafia boss but it doesn't mean I am heartless...