His Obsession

CH 54

Author's POV

Y/N: the city is so busy even at night.

Taehyung looked at y/n and replied,

Taehyung: yeah... Seoul is like that always, most of the people are going home from work I guess, some people are out with their families and some are going back home to them.

She looked at him with a shocked face with turned into silly smile as if she's going to tease him now.

Y/N: oh wow? Kim Taehyung is talking about families?

He laughed at this clearly knowing what y/n is doing

Taehyung: I never imagined I'd ever say that I guess I consider a family... Better now? I don't know how to describe it but I just love the thought of having a family now.

Taehyung says while he is focused on driving his car, making y/n look at him with a raised brow in a teasing manner.

Y/N: so you want a family now? You didn't seem like that kind of person. Hmm? What happened to mr. coldie?

Y/n's words made him laugh with all his heart and then he continues to say.

Taehyung: well I wasn't like that a while ago, heck I never even thought about a kid or a wife or a girlfriend whatever, but there was this very stubbornly adorable girl I met a while ago and she would NEVER get out of my mind ever. I really never thought I'll fall in love with her atleast, this deep in love with her but I guess I did and you wanna know the best part?

Y/n smiled seeing him so cheerful again he was always cheerful and cute around her when she started living with him but then all the drama happened and she slowly started to think of herself as a criminal for loving a criminal but.... Now when she sees him acting all in love again 'this' doesn't seem like a bad decision at all.

She hummed looking at him with her lovely gaze, the teasing glint in her voice long gone, being now replaced by loving eyes towards the person sitting in the car with her.

Taehyung: the best part is that the girl is sitting right next to me in my car going back with me to my house and she is going to be my wife very soon too.

He beamed in joy which made it hard to belive for y/n that he didn't want any relationship with anyone.

Y/N: you're that happy huh?

Taehyung: ofcourse I am!! We are practically engaged after getting rid of all the hardships in our lives and this news is going to be trending in the media tomorrow.

He smirked while y/n gasped

Y/N: media got to know about this?

Taehyung: well ..? I don't think so atleast for now they don't know I was planning to tell my assistant to spread it around the news paper printing presses and medias.

She hummed at that now realising what he meant, after a while of silence in the car she looked at Taehyung who diverted his attention from the road once in a while to look at her and the ring on his hand.

Y/N: the rings you bought are really pretty, i didn't get time to compliment it I know but really I'm so grateful for this and and.... I don't know what to say like I'm gonna cherish this forever.

She now realised that she hadn't complimented his efforts enough today because of her mind confusing her about her future and if saying yes would really actually be a right choice.

Taehyung: thank you... I looked for the most expensive ones and I stumbled upon this. It was pretty and just everything that I would ever want in the perfect ring for my wife, Even though for you it doesn't matter if its expensive but for me it does I mean a little bit, not like I don't love you or anything but in a way like..... I want to spend what I've earned through out these years on you.

Taehyung: you know what?  When I was kid I wanted Money in my life, I had a hunger for power and money back then because I had none of it.

I used to starve most of the days. On rare days I got to feed myself through the money I earned by working at construction sites, or delivering newspapers. I know it sounds weird but they just needed the work to be done they didn't care if it was a 10 year old working, i used to feed myself and Jimin hyung from the hard-earned money but I never begged for and I'm proud of myself for that.

But then I grew a little older and my parents enemies somehow got to know about me so they used chase me down to end my life, I had to protect myself somehow, I couldn't manage keeping myself safe for any longer than that certain point and all the hyung who I met in the way to that also encouraged me and then I started walking on the bloody path too, this is how I gained the power and money I desired no one spoon fed it to me but you know?

She hummed with tears forming in her eyes, whenever he starts telling her about his past she can't help but cry because of how hard his life was. 

Taehyung: soon enough I got bored with the money and power don't get me wrong, I do enjoy the power I have over people and the fear they have of me but I didn't have anyone to spend it all on and share my achievements with.
I know I know the crimes I have committed isn't actually an achievement but for me it is, killing someone the same way they wanted to kill me, ruining people's life who wanted to ruin mine, staring up a legal business by myself with no help. Helping six other men who were in the same condition as me with their lives THIS was an achievement for me.

Y/N: yes I know I know, you really struggled a lot and im so proud for you for where you are in your life right now, really. Very. Much. I'm so grateful for you to keep fighting for your survival the fact that you could've never been in my life scares me but it all happened because you never gave up, i have no right to hate you I guess..

Y/n said with tears in her eyes, as much as she hated his 'criminal' personality it was the only reason he survived his harsh life, she shouldn't hate him for that.

Taehyung: thank you very much y/n it really means a lot to me I can't even explain it. Im really very thankful you appreciate my efforts in... Life. That was what I wanted that was what I was going to say.
Even after achieving everything in life I could never be happy because I didn't have anyone to share it with, I'm so thankful I got you in my life. There was a point I became numb and just started not caring about anything but... Killing... I didn't realise I needed you so bad in my life until I actually got you.

Y/n extended her right hand and careses Taehyung's hand which was close to her seat.

Y/N: you know what? I don't care what had happened between us but I am really proud of you for building yourself up and fighting for a name in the society. I really love that about you, your past... makes me admire how strong you are, i could never haha.

Taehyung smiled feeling a sense of validation and pride.

Taehyung: yeah, it makes me happy you think of it like that atleast all these struggling didn't go to waste. I really really REALLY wish to God that I can be with you till my last breath and our love always blooms even after were dead and gone i want our generation to look upto us and think “this is the kind of love I want.”

Y/N smiled at him she is unable to form words to describe how lucky she feels right now.

Y/N: of course, i wish so too.. we should definitely be role models of love for our kids but wait wait wait, I'm too young we aren't getting married so soon!

Taehyung groaned at this and rolled his eyes.

Taehyung: sure why not, whatever you say my princess but I am still announcing this to the entire word mam.

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Okay so why did no one tell me pre boards were actually tough? What the hell? How am I supposed to pass BOARDSSS???? Im already hanging by the edgeeeee??????????

(Life update- Just completed pre boards and in depression now 👍💃🌷)