Bad Choices Have Reason

1 Me and Myself

Sometimes it's better to be alone "sometimes better to have someone to listen us, understand us or else we could go in depression..." my mother
ones said me but I think HYPOCRISY has taken a next level turn...now...

Everyone is talking to each other as like my previous school I don't want to be friend with any wrong person anymore it's better to be alone don't look at them they will think you are creepy person and-"hello there" I suddenly woke up from the thoughts "ah..." I screamed a bit "sorry did I scared you?" she asked "no...I was just thinking...something" I said "what a relief...you must be new?" she asked don't I look like one "yes..." "what's your name?" she asked "Abby..." "nice to meet you Abby myself Dorothy" she said, smile at
me so I smiled a bit.

Hi myself Abby, I am in my collage life right now and you can call me
introvert person by this situation but don't judge quickly I look normal but I am more interesting when you get to know more about me or more dark...."great we can be friends then" she said and move her hand toward me first time some asked me like this how can I say no "yes..." I just move my hand a bit then she took my hand and shook it "great you are new so you must need note right?" she said and I nodded "I will give you come with me" she hold my hand and draged me with her...

After that day we have become such a good friend she introduces me with everyone... but they are not what they show to me but now I don't judge people by its cover...After some days I was attending the first class of the day then suddenly someone ran into the class that made me bounce from my seat... "mam may I come in" she asked "are you Ivy?" mam asked and she noded "ok then sit next to Dorothy and Abby go and sit with Joy" we exchange our seat and I was little jealous from her maybe because she was my first friend and I don't want her to sit with anyone else

"hey" the new girl asked me "yess..."
what else I could say "do you have an extra pen I forgot to bring my
compass box" she asked politely so I gave her my pen "thank you so
much" she smiled and turns back I smile back maybe I can make some
friend I think, The time passed we had gone to field trips which helped me to make good friend but I still don't trust them and don't want to get attached to them...there another new person came to my life... "mam not today look at my face it looks like I haven't sleep for days" I said with a sad look on my face "but Abby we can't postponed it just put a smile and look at the camera" she said and left "ahh...my face doesn't look good so how a smile can fix it?" I said

"you should know that smile can't fix but give a strength to face
difficult situation" she was saying like I don't know I do that every day sheputted her fingers on my lips and made me smile, but I had a strange feeling like something is not right today...and I saw someone who shouldn't be there... um? Edward!? What is he doing here? I saw him smirk and went inside was I dreaming or something like that after a long time... I think it was just an imagination... we went for the photoshoot on the way back I again took a peek in the room but I didn't saw anyone I know why will he change the school but for my own satisfaction I will check again in lunch

At the time of lunch my friend Dorothy was going there so I went with her to check and he was there we made an eye contact he laughed which made me laugh too I asked "why are you laughing?" "nothing just something never changes" "like what?" "you..."when he said that I felt like my heart skipped the beat then he said "now you are shorter then me ha ha" he still gets my nerves "I'm not you have
become a pillar" I said we started teasing each other then we went for a walk I felt like after 2 also still felt that for him but little differently now...