Chapter 30

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I don't remember everything. I can recall some of what I did, but it feels like there are some missing pieces. Naaalala ko ang mga pinaggagawa ko kasama si Kuya Angelus at iyon ang dahilan kung bakit kahit gising na ako, hindi ko kailanman dinilat ang mga mata ko.

Embarrassment and regrets are plaguing my sanity like a virus. Kung puwede ko lang pukpukin ang sarili ngayon ay baka ginawa ko na. I was a burden to my mother and the other people around me. Actually, even to that bastard.

I was rushed to the hospital; that's what I heard from my surroundings. Hindi ko alam kung gaano na ako katagal na tulog, ngunit rinig ko ang usapan nila Mama at Kuya Angelus. I even heard Mama apologize to Papa Simon for taking a break from work.

Gusto ko nang dumilat. But I know Kuya Angelus is just around. His scent is everywhere, and the whole room is silent. Mukhang wala si Mama ngayon. She probably went home to rest or take a bath.

What time is it? How about the day?

Based on my experience, my severe mania lasts for three weeks or more. But because of proper medications, it was shorter. Halos wala rin akong masiyadong maalala sa lahat nang pangyayari. Kaya hindi ko alam kung gaano na katagal ang pananatili ko rito.

"Hello," Kuya Angelus' deep voice shattered the silence.

Shit.

"Yes, please. I'll head there tonight. I'm busy right now. Did you set the meeting? That's good. Please remind me later."

I breathed calmly. Kung mamayang gabi pa siya aalis, ibig bang sabihin hanggang mamayang gabi ko ito gagawing pagpapanggap? But maybe it's almost evening now?

What should I do? I'm thirsty. I'm starting to feel hungry, too. Was I awake a while ago and ate? I don't know. I couldn't remember.

I want to eat. I'm craving some curry with hot rice and lemonade.

My brows twitched, and I started getting more hungry at the thought. Should I swallow my pride and ask him to get me those? But what if he makes fun of me?

No. For sure, he would. Puwede akong magpanggap na hindi ko maalala ang ginawa ko kung sakaling babanggitin niya iyon.

Para akong nabawasan ng problema nang maisip iyon. Kumalabog ang puso ko nang akma ko na sanang ididilat ang mga mata ko. Ngunit pinigilan ko ang sarili.

Shit. Shit. Shit.

It's okay! I'll act like usual and pretend I don't remember! At sa oras na makita niyang seryoso ako at komportable, hindi niya na ako mapag-t-trip-an kasi nga wala naman akong maalala.

𝐈𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭 𝐒𝐤𝐲 ✓Tahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon