My beloved Sarah

A secret

"What's the worst thing Joker did to you?"
Harleen knew the answer: introduce himself. Because that was the begin of everything. He
ruined her life, manipulated her and made her a slave.
Amanda Waller took a chair and sit in front of her. Harleen was handcuffed and three agents
were ready to shoot at her. In that dark and cold office, a skinny, thirsty and messy Harleen
sighed thinking about her daughter.
- If you help us, we'll help you.- Amanda said, giving her a glass of water.
- I...still love my puddin!- Screamed Harleen, tears running down her cheeks. Amanda had
enough of it. After a week, it was time to act.
- Listen, Harley. I can collect a squad for you. Believe me. But if you don't collaborate you
probably won't see your daughter anymore.-
Amanda was determined. Catch the Joker, one of the most wanted and dangerous psychopath
of Gotham, could be a dream became true. Not without Harley. She could have all the
intentions to help her, how she could still love him?
Harley stared at her.
- Let me start from the begin...- She said.
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Around one year before, the test said the truth: Harleen was 8 weeks pregnant. That explained
her constant feeling of vomiting and her dizziness. Instead of joy, Harleen feels solitude and
desperation.
- HARLEY!!! WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU???-
The voice of Joker made her jump. She threw the test away, hiding it in a big amount of toilet
paper and came out from the bathroom.
- Here, puddin.- She said, a big smile on her face. Her short with net panty on, boots and a
small t shirt, she looked irresistible.
- You have to fucking answer to me, you know...- Whispered Joker with a flash of cruelty in
his eyes. He pushed her into a corner, Harleen instinctively protected her belly with an hand.
- I called you like five times before you answered, we have work to do.-
- I....puddin I'm not feeling well I'm...dizzy and I'm maybe....NOOOOO!!!-
Joker pulled her hair so hard that Harleen thought he could break her neck.
- The only word I want to hear from your stupid mouth is yes.-
Joker threw her on the ground.
- Get ready. If you make me wait a minute more, you'll regret it.-
Joker slammed the door. Harleen touch her painful neck. She grabbed her weapons and ran
after him.
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After a couple of months, Harley's belly started to grow but it was still easy to cover.
Sometimes she was afraid from Joker. His insanity was beyond incredible but her love for
him was stronger. Still, she didn't tell him nothing yet about the pregnancy. Harleen thought
that 15th of march was the perfect day to talk to him about it.
- Puddin, I have something to tell you...- Harleen put the sweetest tone in the voice but Joker
didn't even noticed it.
- Oh, that's you I was waiting for it. Are you hiding something from me?-
Harleen's heart jumped. Joker was reading a newspaper and he stood up from the armchair
grabbing it with fury. Joker put the newspaper directly on Harley's face.
- Read it!-
Harleen saw it immediately:
"A trace left on a crime scene. Batman ready to finally catch the Joker."
Harley rode fast the news. She lost her glove there, it was clearly hers, small and half black
half red. Harleen blushed. How she can always be so stupid? Of course Joker wasn't
appreciating her.
- Don't worry darling. I'll forgive you.- Joker put on his best smile and threw the newspaper
in the trash.
Harleen's heartbeats accelerated. What did he wants then? Joker went closer to her.
- Let's prepare a surprise for our batsy, what do you think, Harley? Maybe
something...unexpected.-
Harleen swallowed and nodded. All his words seemed to have a double meaning.
- Come on, move and get your brain operative.-
A strong punch made Harleen fell, luckily she didn't hurt herself.
- Another mistake and you're dead, Harley. Understand? Dead.-
The last words of Joker made Harleen think. It was time to leave. For herself, the baby and
for her beloved puddin too. Harleen never thought about abortion even she knew how and
when the baby was conceived. One of the times Joker forced her to have sex with him, this
baby was a son of a rape. Of a long, violent rape, Harley shivered just thinking about it.
Despite that, Harleen loved him, or her.
Harleen looked around at the small, chaotic and dark apartment. She deserved better and the
baby too. Harleen was sure her friend Poison Ivy won't deny her an help, especially in her
situation. Harleen grabbed a few clothes in a bag. The right time for her escape was yet to
come.