Meant To Be Yours . 'JoongDunk ' .. ( The Greats Book One )

chapter four

Dunk

Last night was something I can't describe.. i couldn't do anything but think about the time we spent together, his smile.. his eyes  .. his everything I needed to talk to someone about it I needed phuwin .

When I got back to my condo at eight pm it was already two in the morning in Thailand and I hated the time difference .

I decided to work on the assignment that we went for that little trip for , I put my I pad on my lap and started to work .

I didn't process the time but I was already done with the assignment and it was already one in the morning .. I should probably get up and call Phu I knew he would be up by now.

" Dunk what's wrong it's too early for you to call " I waited till it's early morning in Thailand before I call .

" You up " my sound was low and I already was thinking about coming up with anything and hang up .

" Dunk what is going on .. did something happen last night.. did he do something to you tell me .. " he is worried I can imagine his eyebrows frawn and his face tensed .

" Um I'm fine it's just I .. I think you're right " I didn't know if I was fine . The feeling was scary for me it was all new for me .

" Right in what exactly "

" I think I'm falling Phu "

"Oh god " surprised.. if course who am I kidding he was shocked, no one in my circle though I'll be falling in love already.  I've always been practical I didn't give love much thoughts I wanted to fall in love but ..  no one in the past twenty two years in my life cought my eyes and here I am falling for someone I met in less than a week.. that was insane.

" Phuwin ... Is it wrong" I was about to cry all these feeling were too much for me . 

" Oh dunk .. no of course not .. love is something amazing .. and although you didn't experience it before this time yet come ... Dunk what I'm trying to say is just feel let your guard down a little then try to take all the good things that comes with love " although phuwin was wise and always thinks carefully about everything before he make a decision.  But he always let it be when it comes to love and somehow life was very generous to him and gave him pond .. he always wanted me to try love and experience how to in love with someone but no one was right for me .

" But Phu what if he didn't like me back " though a lot of people told me how exquisite i was, I've never believed it and yet I was more insecure when it comes to joong the man is perfect in every way.

" Then you'll find another one who loves you dunk. . life doesn't end when a relationship doesn't work. . it's okay live the life with the opportunities it offers for you and try to make it work and if I don't then it's okay you'll find another opportunity and make your own happiness... Dunk it's fine " somehow I felt more at ease with his words .

" So what do you think I should do "

" I can't tell you what to do because it's your call dunk your decision but in my opinion.. give it a chance with everything that happens it will never be always happyness there will always be bad days sometimes but give it a hit and see .. "

" You think it deserves the effort" I still didn't know what to do and everything was rooming in my head with heavy thoughts .

" I think your heart deserves the effort ..  boy give your life some spice .. and with a man like archen ayden I think it worth it , the man is talented and I can tell he's hot to make you let your guard down that soon "

" Shut up phuu " here is the blush creeping again on my face  .

" Ohooo the baby dunk us blushing "