Blond Hair & Smudge Lipstick // Jj Maybank

Chapter 9

Ellie Standley POV

I was finally not high anymore, but my mom was angry at both me and Jj for getting high in her house.

Now me and blondie were going to the Wreck for dinner. The Wreck was the Carreras restaurant, the best, it was situated between the cut and figure eight, perfect destination for tourist.

Even if there were making the best French fries, those stupid clueless tourists stepped on my last nerve. I was eating alone with Jj, we looked like we were on a date and a girl that was probably leaving next week was asking for Jj's number.

And she got his stupid number. And I was mad, sad, jealous. I hated this, he didn't even hesitate! Uh I hate him and I hate that I don't hate him.

I roll my eyes, eating angrily my fries that were too good for my mood, I was furious about this too. Jj look at me in accusation, an eyebrow raised, he looks confused.

"You okay" he slowly puts a fry in his mouth I look into his eyes. "Yeah" my tone of voice was obviously frustrating.

"Okay why are you mad?" Jj annoyed voice came into my ears, great I was annoyed too now.

"Nothing, I'm not mad" I put the French fry in my mouth. Chewing in anger.

Yes I was mad over something stupid? And what my period was coming soon that means I had the right.

It was unfair, the blue eyed boy beat up my potential flirt at every chance he haves and then he gots to have a girl number as we were eating, alone.

He has the right to fuck, flirt, date but when it comes to me I have no fucking right! He just beat, insult, act like my boyfriend and scare those boys away.

He fucks a billions of tourists while I can't talk to someone for more than 10 minutes without having John b and Jj making him runs away.

God I hated boys, at least Kiara was on my side, she was always on my side. She thinks the same way, and that was so, so, so, reassuring.

I was sick of not being able to do anything. We always told me it's because he is jealous or protective, but it's not an excuse.

I can't go outside with something too revealing, I can't go out with a boy, I can't do anything because of Jj and his stupid jalousie but when it comes to him he's free ? Nah.

I was sick of being controlled like a little kid a doll, I wasn't a stupid toy to throw around. Once I finish my plate of fries, I pay for it and stand up. No saying anything, tension in the air, confusing paint JJ's face

"You know you have to right to be jealous we're not even together" oh that make me even more mad. I scoff and turn around to look at him, my jaw is clenched and I take a deep breath before walking closer to Jj in furry. We start walking outside the restaurant, the smell of salt water from the beach meters away from us in the air.

Tension was tight and thick in the air, his eyes darken, mine already did minutes ago. "Well you had no right to be jealous of me and the guy I was dancing with but here we are" I take a deep raging breath, my heart beating fast, before continuing speaking. "You make every guy I talk to run away! And you, in this time you just talks, flirts and fucks girls! And you're mad at me because I'm jealous?!" My second scoff. "Maybe you should choose a boy that is not a pussy" his angry voice say with no remorse, third scoff.

"Well maybe you should mind your own fucking business and let me live my life" " I didn't fuck another boy except you for like a year! And I want to but I can't because all you and John do is ruin all my fun!" Did I mention we were outside? I was so angry I didn't remark the Outer Banks cold fresh summer night air hitting me.