Could I?

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"She's beautiful, and therefore to be wooed;
 She is woman, and therefore to be won."
                                  -Henry VI part 1-Act 5, scene 2




For the past few days the dreams have gotten more and more aggressive, it has been hard being around Azulon. I keep telling myself that its not real. Because it isnt. Its not real! I am not falling for him, its just we have been in the same room for a while. And he is always caressing me. 

I may be feeling a certain way because i havent had any type of affection in a while. So thats why i have been having those dreams, and feeling this way. I am not falling for him. 

"Isla." I feel every muscle in my body freeze, the way his voice called my name made me my heart speed up. I try to ignore him, but his hand lands softly on my shoulder calling my name softly, making my body ignite. 

"What?" I finally say. 

"Ar-are ok?" Azulon tries to say. I nod looking away from him. Looking at the tv, as the president has another meeting at the white house. Some of the world leaders are worried about Azulon. They have seen that he is completely bullet proof. Most of the world leaders believe Azulon will be used against them, they have seen the way he holds on to me. Others are worried more will be coming. 

Until they are able to see Azulons planet exploding. Most of the countries outside of the USA have been having their own discussions worried. Some wonder what could actually kill Azulon. That sent a cold feeling down my back. 

"Good morning." Dave says as he walks in with a hot coffee in his hands. 

"Morning." I say. 

"Morning." Azulon struggles to say. Dave smiles saying something to Azulon. Azulon has been learning pretty good, and quick. 

Ms. Jameson walks in with Jennifer and Mike, both Jennifer and Mike carrying bags of food. I get up and help them out. Ms. Jameson following right behind. 

"Isla, we have spoken with Dave, and well we have to try and preform some studies on Azulon. We need to do xrays, and CAT scans." Ms. Jameson says. "You both have to convince him to let us do these things to him." 

"What if he doesnt want to?" I ask. 

"Youll just have to convince him." Ms. Jameson says.

I put the bags of salad away. Trying to ignore Ms. Jameson. For some reason the studies they want to do on Azulon has been annoying me very much. 

"Isla?" Ms. Jameson grabs my shoulder, i let her spin me around slowly. I look at her in the eyes. "Whats going on?" 

"Nothing." I say, sighing. 

"You have been acting weird these past few days, after the visit with the president." Ms. Jameson says. "I see the way you look at him." Ms. Jameson says when Jennifer and Mike leave the room. 

"What?" I almost drop everything. "No." Ms. Jameson looks me in the eyes, her eyes saddened. I shake myself, looking away, i bend down and pick up the bags from the floor, and look at Ms. Jameson again. 

"I dont know." I say honestly. "I really dont understand what is going on with me." 

"I know it seems strange and weird, but its ok to let your feelings out." Ms. Jameson says. 

"No. I cant." I say. 

"So youll torture yourself? You need to talk thing out, instead of holding it in. You are obviously torturing yourself by not saying anything. We can get you a therapist." Ms. Jameson says. "or you can talk to me whenever." 

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