Love from the stars

thinking nights

I broke the kiss before it had gotten further, i was left a hot mess and i could tell Azulon wanted more. But i couldnt push it forward. Not yet. I still need to figure this all out. 

Need to see how i feel, and whats going to happen next. I am still processing the being with Azulon. Its all crazy to me. That kiss was something amazing, i have never felt that way when i have been kissed. I felt sparks, i hated myself for letting that happen, because now i wanted more. Now i needed him more. How did i end up like this. But i cant let it happen again, cant be alone with him, wanting to kiss me, because i know what that kiss will lead to. 

Ugh this is too fucking much. 

"Isla, we have another meeting, tomorrow. Its a public safety meeting." Ms. Jameson said. "I know you said no camaras. But we have had so much chaos and paparazzis and the public want to hear from you." 

"What?" I feel my blood running cold. "I have to speak in front of people?" 

"You have to." Ms. Jameson says. "The president will be there, as well couple of the CEO of NASA, congress and many more important people the world has been waiting to hear from Azulon. You have to be there."

"But why? It makes no sense at all." I look at her. 

"We have to affirm the public that Azulon is not a danger. The public have been demanding it." Ms. Jameson says. 

"But they have seen him when we rode to the white house." I say. 

"That was months ago." Ms. Jameson says. "You know what you signed up for ok. Just stop with the whining and do what you have to do." Ms. Jameson groans. 

I grunt walking into my room and closing the door. I hate this, this makes no sense. The stupid public can listen to the president himself. 

The door opens and i turn to see Azulon standing there, his torso fully naked, i see more of his blue markings all over his body, most look like stripes, i look him up and down, his black jeans revealing a V shape his abs rock hard, his hair picked up into a bun with locks falling down, i look at his face, he has a smirk on his lips. He walks towards me. 

"What is it?" I ask him. Azulon stops and tilts his head. 

"Why mad?" Azulon asks. 

"We have to talk to some people tomorrow." I say, sighing, i walk over to my bed and sit on it. 

"Why?" Azulon asks. I am asking the same question as well. 

"The world wants to hear from you, they want to make sure you arent a danger." I explain to him. 

"I dont hurt, i love..." 

"Hey! Hey, i know what you mean." I cut him off before he finished that sentence. "They just want to hear from you. Thats all." 

"You be there?" Azulon asks. 

"Of coarse i will." I said.  Azulon sits next to me, pulling me to him, i look up at him at his smile, i try to push him away only to be pulled back in. 

"Azulon..." Azulons lips crash down to mines, his hand on the back of my head, his other on my hips pulling me closer to him. His mouth moving rhythmically on mine. My whole body igniting, as his kiss becomes hot with passion. I grab his shoulder as he kisses me deeply, parting his lips i swipe my tongue inside his mouth, i feel his shock. Yet he doesnt stop, he tries it himself and i moan into his mouth. I feel his body shiver. 

I pull away as he kisses my neck, sending shivers down my spine. I am breathless, my head spinning. I feel my stomach in knots, i am burning and need him to cool me down. I need him.