Existence is fading
As if it's transparent
Reaching out for you
Never getting through
Eagerly awaiting your call
Still the silence remains
That's called reality...
Barely even noticed me
Offering assistance all the time
Of course you weren't interested
Because no one ever is
Ignoring all the signs
Even tho you couldn't be mine...
Trying so hard to be loved
Expecting a new outcome every time
Reassurance I never received
Accepting love from anybody
Never did I sway from the love I had
Constantly gathering up my feelings
Even though they hurt me so...
Just trying to make it
Everyday there's an issue
Supposedly it's my fault
Understanding is key
So please listen to me...
Many missed opportunities
Always because I was shy
Really should've fixed that
Knowing how to do it is important...
Falling for u was probably the dumbest...
All I can say is I was blind
Love made me see something that wasn't
Coming to my senses I finally see
Only that you weren't meant for me
Now where do I go from here?...
YOU ARE READING
A look within
PoetryNot a story, just a collection of "poems" I've attempted to write in a way to express my thoughts and what's going on in my mind. Helping to sort out what I'm filling inside, and just kind of to help see where my heads at with things...
