Joker by nature
Asshole by necessity
Caring at heart
Kinder than needed
Silently fighting
Often misunderstood
Never more earnest...
Safeguarded feelings
Tarry no more
Erratic at times
Playful at others
Hindered by thoughts
Eagerly expecting more
Never settling for less...
Insanity at its finest
Versatility not required
Yet somehow still desired...
Jokes were all we had
Ending instead of beginning
Never thinking of what's to come
Knowing what could've been
Initiating yet never finishing
Not able to make amends
Still remains my mark...
Struggling to find the words
If only you knew how I felt
Feelings I just can't explain
Unintentionally falling for you
Explaining unnecessary things
Not knowing this couldn't happen
Telling myself there was a chance
Even though I knew better
Stop, I never did...
Suppressing my desires
Having nobody to hold
Avoiding all encounters
Desperately hoping for change
Only wanting to be touched
Was I asking too much??
YOU ARE READING
A look within
PoetryNot a story, just a collection of "poems" I've attempted to write in a way to express my thoughts and what's going on in my mind. Helping to sort out what I'm filling inside, and just kind of to help see where my heads at with things...
