Jarring thoughts fill my mind
Obsessively thinking of what's to come
Steadily hoping my day will come
Enraged by feelings unreturned
Perhaps I'll let go and learn my lesson
Happily ever after just isn't my blessing...
Probing for love in all the wrong places
Expecting to see love in all of their faces
Regretting the decision to even believe
Everything I gave would be well received
Zilch, nada, nothing is what I retrieved...
Just another friendship
Unlike all the others
Lusting for more
Incomprehensible feelings
Straying into unknown territory
Stressing about what ifs
All to still be lonely...
Longing to be held
Always hoping the day will come
Revisiting past feelings
Envisioning what could've been
Initially 'twas blind
Never truly seeing
Actuality being, it was never you...
Adamantly trying to make a way Daring to try again another day
Aiming to be the one you choose
Making you the one I'd never lose...
Kindling a fire that burns no brighter
Offering a love unlike no other
Enticing words to win your heart
Longing for your touch at night
Baring my feelings under the moonlight
Let us become one before daylight...
Stalling for time that we just don't have
Thirsting for what I saw in a photograph
Envying the attention you gave to him
Vowing to give what I had on a whim
Entering a period of bitter sorrow
Never quite seeing a better tomorrow...
Thanking you for a time well had
Hoping forever that we'd be glad
Of course this moment was going to end
Mature enough to remain a friend
Accepting this just won't be easy
Stand back please, I feel a little queasy...
YOU ARE READING
A look within
PoetryNot a story, just a collection of "poems" I've attempted to write in a way to express my thoughts and what's going on in my mind. Helping to sort out what I'm filling inside, and just kind of to help see where my heads at with things...
