There is One Pain I Often Feel,
Which You Will Never Know.
It's Caused by the Absence of You.The moment she went silent forever, Samari broke down into tears.
She was completely devastated.
All of the sadness, heartbreak and pain that she felt from before, it all came flooding back and hit her hard.
Samari had tried this time around, she really did.
She tried to make things work with Zaira, but she had let her down once again.
But despite her letting Samari down, she didn't deserve to go out like this.
She hated that she couldn't save her, she hated that she let this happen.
"I know I shouldn't but.. I love you" Samari said, finally letting her true feelings come out.
She tried so hard to hate her, she tried so hard to move on... But deep down inside, she still loved Zaira.
Despite everything she did to her, breaking her heart and letting her down, she still loved her.
In those last moments before she passed away, her thoughts were filled with regret.
She remembered the love that she had for her, and in her final moments, she could hear Samari.
The one thing she heard her say, were the words that she had wanted to hear that entire time.
As soon as she heard those words from her, she managed to open her eyes for a brief second.
Her vision was blurry and unfocused, but the words were clear, the one thing she was waiting to hear.
Tears started to roll down her cheeks, as she finally realized the gravity of the situation.
Her final seconds were filled with sorrow, and that was when she took her last breath.
She could feel herself leaving her body, her soul escaping, leaving everything behind.
She could feel everything fading away.
As her last thoughts, her final moment, she realized how much she took her love for granted.
She regretted hurting her, and she died knowing that she lost her, and Zaira knew that she'd never forgive her.
But in the end, she died with her love on her mind, with Samari being her final thought.
She loved her until her last breath.
No matter how things ended, she still loved her.
Zaira took Samari for granted as she lived her selfish life.
She died regretting making Samari her second option, she died regretting making her a choice only after she tried with others.
She died regretting losing her.