Regret with Love

chapter-7

Asher POV

"Sweety open your eyes ,Aurora dear see me see your beth" I hear continuous pleading of my granny

"Beth ---I ------wa---want my As--her .......Asher .... Accident" I hear the drained voice of Aurora she is worrying for me but why , that day she vividly express her hate towards me but why now ,can I beleive it ,is it real

"What ? nothing happen to Asher my sweety , you want to see Asher right than you need to be healthy ok" After hearing my granny assurance I laugh  myself ,how did she came to know my granny and how did they become so close?

"Aurora ,Aurora sweety open your eyes Aurora" I hear the panic voice of my granny

"Ashy drive fast she completely looses her consciousness and her breathing isn't normal oh god please save them "

I feel shivering and panic inside me , why Aurora what are you doing this to me I drive faster and within twenty minutes we reach the hospital

Aurora is taken to OT ward ,I don't know what to do, I feel the hands of my granny ,she caress my hair

"Don't worry nothing happen to Aurora" She is comforting herself more than comforting me

Doctor comes out but with tensed face this increase my panic to tenfold

"Who is the patients husband?"
"Iam"
"Her BP is high and she is having a severe bleeding, we try our best to save the twins and mother but we can't assure anything"
I don't  know what I need to say I want my wife and kids but much more my Aurora is important than anything

"Thank you doctor please save my wife"

When I prounce this sentence doctor and my granny gives me a weird look but still doctor nodded and went inside the OT

My granny give me a sad smile but I can't reciprocate anything suddenly my phone rings and the call is from my mother , when granny sees my troubled face she answers the call instead of me

I feel numb and sat on the chair , God please save my Aurora and my kids ,when she left my house ,I assured myself that she is living happily because she hates me but atleast she can lives happily after leaving me but I don't think that she will get pregnant with my babies and goes through so much toughest situation.

Why she is going in a shock after hearing my accident news is she is worrying for me but why?

Flashback

"Aurora are you the one who gives the ICM code to Mason group"

"Aurora Iam asking you "

"Yes iam the one, you already know it right , why are you asking me again"

"Aurora I don't beleives it ,you are lying to me My Aurora won't do that, Aurora you are lying" he says by keenly watching her each and every action.

"Yes Mr.Asher Miller iam the one who done  that  ,now you get the assurance right, do you want to know the reason  than I will give you the one

"You know I hate you from the very first day of our marriage I hate you but still I married you because I want the title  as the lady of Miller family.

But now iam getting bored by playing as your good wife so I just leaked your ICM code, now you get your answer, just leave me alone man"

"Aurora you done that  , do you know how many lives are depending on that ,do have any idea about the number of  lives get affected by your idiotic action ,if you hate me than you are free to wound me but you have no rights to spoil the innocent lives"

On that day I ashamed of myself to beleives her blindly ,in the same day I completely loose the confidence as a person to judge subtly ,for the very first time my judgment about the person goes wrong if it is is from another person than it doesn't affect me this much, but I get betrayed by none other than the love of my life. If she kills me than I will accept it with open hands because she is my wife and in every possible mortal way Iam involved with her but it is nothing to do with NEW WAY' employees and I will not tolerate anything against innocents so that day I take a decision to not forgive her

I hate that I  love her even after everything , I want to hate her very badly but I can't do that still some portion of my heart believes may be she have  her own reason to do that brutal act ,how iam smitten by her ? She isn't a beauty or a model but still she is beautiful for me oh god how iam going to relieve myself from  this  tight knots of my life