The Psychopath's Heart | JEON WONWOO

9.Void In The Heart

Mia woke up from her slumber and saw that it was 10:49 am. The sun was shinning through her drapes but block enough sunlight to be able to not have it shine on her face.

She was still in her sleepy mode but was slowly putting the pieces back together and remember what happened last night or early in the morning.

Her vision was clearer, her mind freshen up and realizations were to be held. She remember every detail of what happened before she came back to bed.

She was watching the stars, clearing her mind and being at peace instead of being in war. She was enjoying that relaxation moment until he came to join her.

The only thing that she could feel at that slight moment, was a feeling that she didn't want to feel.

And that was being at fault for her own actions.

Even though, she knew that her actions were selfish and very rude of her being but apologizing was never in her state of mind or even in her category.

Yet, at that moment, she felt a sentiment of relief saying that it's okay to apologize and it's all better to let it out then letting it kill you inside.

It wasn't even her saying that to herself but rather a voice in the distance that, apparently caught her attention and made her roll or go with it.

Her brows furrowed into realizing on what she did last night. Something she anticipated to do towards someone or anything in her life. She let out a grunt of disgust.

She hated herself for doing that therefore, knowing it was the best thing to do as a person.

Ever since the day he arrived into her world, things, voices, different attitude, confusing emotions have been entering into her life and it was bothering her at a level where she couldn't understand the fuck why. How did these things come so suddenly? Like why now and not before? That was a mission she had to figure out herself.

The good thing about this is that, both were on a good page and she told him that she would change for the better. So maybe he was the key into getting these strange things all figured out.

But she couldn't make that too obvious yet rather take her time with it. However, it was out of question that she would fall for him. She couldn't possibly do that.

Despite the fact that she doesn't know or remember of what it's like to be in love, she wouldn't want to fall for him. She had this feeling that he was bad news yet why would she trust her intuition?

Her mind is going crazy.

She doesn't want to show her true colors inspite not truly knowing what they are actually, is something that she had developped and make him feel as if she's starting to set free but in reality, it's a trap.

Mia wouldn't actually do that becasue she knew it was truly another level of cruelness. More of a playing with the heart kind of situation. Yet, she doesn't trust anyone and it was due to the culprit of her accident.

She hates them. Despise them so bad. When the doctor said that the police couldn't find them suspect after her rehablitation, she was furious. In the end, it was going to be her who would find that person.

5 years later, still no suspect.

They were probably dead by now so it's no use. But that doesn't stop her from not finding out her past in any way.

Mia hops off her bed and went to go downstairs to eat breakfeast.

While going towards the kitchen, she heard a door open. She knew it was him so she turned around to see what he was doing yet what caught her off guard was that he came out of the shower, with his hair wet and sevreal strains of hair blocking his eyes.