At Your Mercy •Vegas x Kim•/•Macau x Porchay•

chapter 20

Vegas's pov

"Asshole , stop smoking! You've smoked five cigarettes already!"

The cigarette was snatched from my bare fingers

"Why're you so stressed?"

"I'm not"

I said , looking at Macau

"Liar , you seemed to be distracted , what're you thinking?"

"Nothing much"

...

We both were silent

He's mad as hell that fucking guy , Kim

The pain , what a bother

My stomach was trobbing , where he stabbed me , I heal pretty quickly but deep wounds like these takes time

And it consume a lot of energy but the pain doesn't go away that easily

"Does it hurt?"

He pointed at my arm

"What do you think?"

I asked , I was pissed , he made a cut deep enough on my upper arm since I'm right handed

"Arg! Macau! What the fuck are you doing?! That hurts like hell!"

I yelled when he hit me on my upper arm , fuck it hurts

"Does it? Good then"

"What the fuck is wrong with you?"

I groan , what the hell was going through this kid's head?

"Apologis-"

"Don't start"

I said , he's gonna make me apologise again but no , I'll not

"Vegas-"

"No , no , I don't give a shit if you're gonna start with the 'he's his little brother' or whatever you're on , so no , I'm not apologising"

"Stone head!"

He smacked me in the head as I groan

"Dude , what the fuck is wrong is you?"

I was more pissed but then I saw him smiling

..

I let out a sigh

"That's funny to you?"

I pinch his cheek

"Stop!"

I heard him laughing

"Are you gonna apologise?"

"Are you gonna tell me what you find so 'fond' about that guy , Porchay?"

He looked shocked , staying still without moving

"So no talking?"

"You were spying on me!?"

I chuckle

"I was just making sure he wouldn't lashed his anger out at you"

And we were back to being silent again

"He wasn't angry"

"Hm?"

"He didn't seemed angry nor sad but had a quite of concern look on his face , I must say he's worried about his brother"

"I don't care"

"Of course , you don't care about anything"

That tone , I recognised his tone , he's pissed

"I'm tired Macau , just leave me alone for now"

I said , whenever he's pissed , he just stays silent and doesn't do anything else , like a kid's throwing a tantrum

I was tired , tired from these stupids assholes

...

but it feels heavy

The thing inside my chest

Which is basically called a heart

Do I even have one? I've killed countless people and felt nothing but why for him? Why do I feel miserable?

Usually I would've killed them already , what was keeping me from doing that?

I don't understand myself sometimes

I saw Macau still standing beside me

"You can't love a human Macau"

I said , knowing well when he said he was fond of that guy

"Human? They'll live longer than a normal human being"

Right

I forgot they're a mix of half vampire

"Right , whatever , I'm going to the room"

I said , leaving him outside , I looked back at him and noticed a sad expression

How did I not noticed? Macau was fond of him?

As long as he's not a human , it's fine with me..

Macau's pov

What a bother , I thought Phi would listen but he didn't

..

You can't love a human

No I can't love another human

They make my life miserable and hopeless

..I saw Porchay earlier..

I didn't want to bring him here , no , not again , I'm not that heartless

He finally escaped and his brother did so much work just for him to escape , I can't put their whole plan in vain

I looked at the sky , it's night

Time do really go fast

I went upstairs , noticing the door opened , did Phi go in there?

I thought he was going to sleep?

I went inside the room and saw Kim sleeping , Phi was there , sitting across the room on a chair , what was he doing?

"Phi?"

Wait , his eyes were closed , he fell asleep so soon? And that here too? Sitting on a chair?

That's...new..

Hm

Was he worried about him?

Phi seems tired , I don't think he's worried about him , maybe he's trying to make sure he doesn't escape 

..

It's been many years , for , since Phi has been looking at me , gowing with him was something exceptional , I still remember how he never got angry at me when I did something wrong

And he would take the blame instead of me

You know better as having an older brother , if you both were in our place , your bother would've done the same thing

Those words somehow echoes through my mind , it's true , if that happened to me , Vegas would do the same

Their relationship are the same as ours , close to each other's

I wonder if he will be able to live in a house all alone without his brother , how he's gonna do

Maybe if I go to the city..

No , that's a really bad idea , he would get scared of me at first sight

I hope Kim's words are true , I hope Porvhay doesn't tell anyone about our existence