Prologue

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ni Den_Harty

ni Den_Harty

Prologue

"It is important on having someone beside me while growing old," It is always the thing that my grandma told me. Having wife beside me, seeing my children growing old and having their own family. But as someone who loves being a bachelor and having my freedom to explore new things. Enjoying the company of different girls and the pleasure it gave me is the whole thing I'm living for.

I love my freedom as much as I don't like commitment. Having a relationship is the last thing I want in my life now. Love is the last thing that I think about.

My motto will always be "Yes to sex, no to make love" that I always keep in mind.

My grandma always scold me for not settling down. Sabi pa niya mawawala na sa kalendaryo ang edad ko ay hindi pa ako nakakapagasawa. Ako nalang parati ang kinukulit, I must admit ako ang pinakamatanda sa amin sa pamilya kaya ako ang pinipilit nilang magasawa. But as much as gusto kung magkaanak, I love this freedom.

Sex. Alcohol. Cigarettes. Clubbing.

This will always be my comfort zone. Once, my cousin told me that I am a walking dick. Lahat nalang daw pinapatulan ko. Baka daw isang araw may sakit akong masagap sa ginagawa ko. Of course, I am not stupid enough to not use protection with every girls that I banged.

FREEDOM. What if one day the freedom that I love become's SETTLING DOWN. Yung tipong mapapangiti nalang ako sa isang tabi at nakikita ang isang tao na kasama ko sa pagtanda, pinapanood ang anak naming lumaki at magkaroon ng pamilya.

But the problem is I'm questioning my sanity, sexuality and my preference. Alam ko sa sarili ko na straight ako. Pero bakit naiimagine ko ang sarili ko kasama ang tao na iyon. Na siya ang makakasama ko sa pagputi ng buhok sa ulo at sa...bulbol ko.

Fuck I'm doom, Im not straight?