Midorya had been thinking about Katsuki for a while now. He saw every time he looked sad, angry, happy, jealous, etc. He always knew how to read him. One would say like and open book. He was relieved when he saw his friend getting back to normal, he was very worried. They knew.
He and Ochaco had been friends for a while, like best friends. Though they kissed on the cheek and held hands, he had no feelings for her, and she didn't either. They were just very close. Like they knew everything about each other and spent a lot of time together. They didn't want to date, there were no romantic feelings.
So, Ochaco was the first person to know about Izukus newly found feelings for Katsuki. She was super supportive and tried her best to give advice, she wasn't the best though.
"Just try to talk to him, joke around and stuff. Thats what my parents do."
"What if he doesn't even like guys? What if he doesn't support guys who like guys? God, this is so harrrdddd." Izuku was really going through it.
"I can assure you he does NOT have anything for girls, remember when he looked physically sick when he saw Momo's tits?"
"DONT REMIND ME OF THAT OH MY GOOOOODDD...." Izuku was laughing.
Sometimes Izuku and Katsuki would make eye contact, both looking away awkwardly. They both knew, deep down. There was something they could never admit to. Not with everyone always being there, watching. There was no way. They were always watched, people picking at their skin. If it were to happen they would be exiled. They knew.
They had both imagined what it would be like. Truly being in love seemed like something none to other. All they wanted was to look each other in the eyes and know what the other was thinking. Hands, eyes, hair, arms, legs, lips, cheeks, ears, noses, stomachs, other.. areas. They wanted to know each other to every last detail. Mind and body. Every detail that could ever be known, more than they knew themselves. It was a bond that could never. The most happening is eye contact and training. They knew.
It was a never ending cycle. "We could never" and ignoring one another, "maybe we could" and interacting as much as possible. They knew.
The tightness in Katsukis chest whenever the other was with Ochaco. Holding hands and kissing on the cheek, smiling. It was torture. But it's not like he likes the other boy romanticly, he's just jealous. They knew.
The way that Izuku would stare at Katsuki until the other would notice. Izuku always making sure he was as close as possible. They knew.
They felt like they were going insane. Izuku angry, Katsuki sad. Ironic, right? They both coped with it the same though, bottling it up and never doing anything. Mental health is always a sore subject, especially in the Bakugou family. Inko was always open, but Izuku could never put that pressure on his own mother. So nothing happened, and they knew.
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they knew. || a bkdk story.
Fanfictionkinda angsty slow burn bkdk story. I'm so tired of the storys where it makes izuku a little twink that cries alot, so I'm trying to not do that. I've never wrote things like this before but I love bkdk so I'm trying. ♡