Hatred || Namjin

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Seokjin's POV

"Hi! I'm Kim Namjoon! But Hobi just calls me Joon!"

"Okay, Nam."

"oh haha!! You're so funny, hyung!"

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"Hyung, you're so cool! How did you do that?"

"You don't have to wonder if you're actually good at this game, Joon-ah.."

"Hey!"

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"Happy Birthday, hyung! Look! I made this for you! Please don't judge me, it's my first time baking."

"Oh, Joon-ah. How sweet of you."

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"Hyung? Are you okay? Why are you crying? Would you like some company?"

"That'd be great, Namjoon.."

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"I have never seen someone so handsome like you, hyung. Are you sure you're not a greek god in disguise?"

"Tch, stop being so inlove with me, Joon-ah."

"What if I am?"

"Joon.."

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"Hyung, wanna hear a joke?"

"It better be good or else, I'm kicking your ass."

"What's something with five toes that's not your foot?"

"...what?"

"MY FOOT!"

"Get outta here!!"

"But you're laughing!"

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"Hyung, I think I love you."

"That's so gay."

"You made me gay."

"Joon, what—"

"Just kidding, haha!"

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"What's wrong, hyung?"

"Why do bad things happen to good people..."

"It truly is hard to understand that too, hyung. Sometimes, I feel like there's no reason. But going through tough times can bring us closer and make us stronger in ways we never expected."

"..."

"And I think you're the strongest person I know, hyung."

"...let's never grow apart, Joon-ah."

It's over.

Fuck, it hurts so much.

Why did I have to see that?

God, why'd You let me witness that?

What will I do now?

How am I gonna recover from this?

"Hey, hyung. How'd you like my look? Is it hot enough for Yoongi hyung?" I saw Hoseok in the school bathroom, all dolled up.

"P-plan's over. Let's just forget all about this." I pushed past him and went to wash my face in the sink.

"What?! I was so down for it too..Damn."

I'm shaking..

 

I'm just using this water to wash away my tears but I know it wouldn't cover up the redness in my eyes. I hope Hoseok doesn't notice anything.

"You're crying."

And I broke down.