To be honest just the word Suicide makes me cringe. Just the thought of someone taking they're life away because they knew death was better than the life they're living at that moment it's just...*cringe*
But I'm not saying I'm against and of course I'm not with. But either way we can't stop it. No one can. It is a choice. A choice either you or me can't stop.
I've promised to be honest in this book so I admit that..I have had that moment of a suicidal thought come to me. But I've always stopped myself. I just remind myself why I'm here.
I think...
Who will take care of my brother and sister
Who will be a amazing daughter for my parents
Who will save my friends from doing crazy sh*t
Who is gonna graduate from high school
Who is going to graduate from Juilliard University
Who is going to raise a family
I think of reasons of why I should stay.
To those who also have tried to committed suicide or have thoughts about it I'm not going to stop you because I honestly don't know what's going on in your life,but I will give you a few words of advice.
Think it through. Think of the reasons why you shouldn't. What would happened to those around you if you do. What would happen if you hold on a little longer,if you stay. But I do promise you that there is always a reason to keep on living.But I can't promise that there isn't a reason why you should.
A/N:This was a pretty emotional chapter. Definitely a chapter that made me go out of my comfort zone,but to fully dedicated yourself in a book you can't limit you thoughts so..Yeah..
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