Art is something I personally do and plan to do all my life. And for that reason I admire it. Many people say that I shouldn't be a artist as a for-life hobby because they believe that Artists tend to only become famous when they pass away and I tell them...That's why I'm here.
I am here to prove that I can make a change through my art and I will be known at least by one person as a hero. Maybe I'm thinking too much do to my age but in reality I don't give a fuck because I like plan A. I Believe that's what I'm here,I'm here to bring something special to something or someone,I feel as if I have,deep within me,a special purpose. Which in reality I think every person does but some have bigger reasons.
Got off topic oops! :3 I think Art is a door that leads every different person into a different galaxy of wonder and happiness. Art to me is escape,escape of all the stupid drama I have and all the shit and gossip people put me in. Art is just something so special to me and something that will never be pulled out of my mind,heart,and soul. Something that I will forever do until the last beat of my heart.
Maybe you won't believe me when I tell you this but in a part of my life I was in love. In love with a boy who didn't love me back. I don't want to give you all the details but I'll basically tell you what happened. One day I told him about the feelings I had for him and he rejected me,he left me for a girl who had marked my heart in the worst ways. For a girl who was hated but was proud of it. She would hurt me mentally and verbally everyday. He left me for her. And it broke me. That year he left to a new school without saying good bye,leaving me with a broken heart. And..I was so..lost.
And Art saved me. It took me to my beautiful galaxy where I didn't feel lost. I didn't tell anyone until a few years later. I didn't need to, Because I had my love for Art to keep me from sinking. Art it's just...I can't even find a perfect word to describe it.
I plan to also to help children by using Art Therapy when I'm older (by older I mean when I look like a Grandmother) Art is perfect because it can express yourself in such a beautiful way. Or in other words,a way to show your emotions without being violent or suicidal. It would make me happy for the rest of me life if I knew a painting saved a teen from shooting herself. That I made her feel protected and loved that I made sure she was never lonely or hated or hurt. It would literally make me the happiest person on this planet.
Just know art comes through many forms for many people. If you need to have the feeling of being released. Trust me Art is perfect for that need.
I love you dearly,whoever you are,and I want you to know that. :)
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*umm waz up,I just want to tell you that I am entering a art contest and that if my painting wins I will put the winning painting on Wattpad. If I win top 25 I will get published in a book and if I win top 10 I will win a money reward. Just wanted to say that
Chou Homies
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