And I saw a figure sitting at the side few meters away from the bed I was laying and my heart is like crazy when I confirmed it's her.
"Irene?" that was the first words came out from my mouth seeing her.
I was confuse how did I ended up here, but I guess my head hurt a little was a little.
"don't try to remember when you can't" she said enough for me to hear.
"the cadets along with your friends carried you with a stretcher since you collapsed after your training. " she explained and that's is when I slowly remembered everythinh.
"We found out that your body was dehydrated and your friends said you didn't have enough sleep" she explained.
I just kept quiet cause her tone is like scolding me.
I was about to explain but I don't know how to start so I kept my mouth close.
"next time, you drink more water and don't stay up late" she said with a worried tone. I silently smiled at that, is she concern with me. '
'of course idiot, that what she always says to her patients. Don't be full to yourself'
My inner self reminded.
"if you didn't sleep at night when we were at the toilet last night, I'm sorry" I felt the guilt in her voice, and I felt bad because she's thinking it that way.
I shake my head in disagreement, "no its not. And to tell you, I was asleep at that time " I explained.
"- it's just that, when I went back to my bed I just can't sleep" I said in a low tone but enough for her to tone.
I didn't look her when I said that cause she was the real reason why I didn't sleep, she's been running in my mind that night.
Before I forget I suddenly remember the pills I had in my pocket,
I handed it to her,
"I think this is yours, when I accompanied you to your roo door I got back at the toilet because I was again about pee" I bushe since the reason was I felt giddy towards her.
" - and I found this," I can see her face surprised at that moment and grabbed the pills from my hand.
"i'm not in the position to ask you what are you going through." I said seriously looking at her. "but whatever that that is, I hope you can pass it" I smiled.
And I noticed the clock at the wall and it's already 7:00 at night.
"Oh I must go, it's already seven" I informed. I was about to stand up when she stopped me, steeping forward.
I was surprised, "wait, I must check your blood pressure. If it goes back to normal" she said. "uhm.. okay" I ust responded.
I can't make my heart beat normal the fact that she's holding me but despit of the tense I am feeling I can't stop to stare at her whilr she's focused on putting the sphygmomanometer around my arm.
"lift up your arm for a bit" she galnced at me so I looked away not making it her noticed and silently obeyed what he said.
And she did get my blood pressure. The touches she made me it was literally making my heart crazy I do hope she didn't notice it.
Removing her stethoscope from her ears I could see a relief in her face comparing earlier.
"your blood pressure is 110/ 70 your normal. The commander ordered that if your condition is still not good your exempted for tommorrow's training, but you are okay now now and as much as you get the proper sleep you good for tommorrow's training" she explained.
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My Healing Forever
Fiksi PenggemarIrene, a dedicated nurse battling PTSD, finds herself thrust into a challenging new chapter of her life when she's selected to participate in a Military Training Program in Busan Province. Struggling with the weight of her mental health condition an...