SHANE POV
I'm losing my control. I might kiss him.
It's dangerous that we are close. Our faces are close to kissing. I felt his deep breathe, it touches my nose. I feel like the alcohol is adding up that I'm so close to lose my self control. All I have in my mind is I'm craving for him. I'm sure, I want to kiss him.
I need to feed this. Without hesitation, I pull his face and kissed him. I touched his face and then locked his head with both of arms. I felt the shocked he had when our body collided. He remained silent.
I didn't feel any response from, maybe because of what I said earlier to him. Sorry Mister for the sudden change of mind. I want to clear it up to him.
I let go from my kiss and looked at him.
"I want it, I want this. I want to do it with you" I said, Damn it! It's no longer the alcohol faults, It's my will. My desire. All I care now is to kiss him and him to kiss me.
"Are you sure that is what you want?" He said cautiously. It's like he's giving me a warning for something I might regret. His voice, damn! it so sexy. He once again touched my face and I once again felt the electric running in my whole body. I close my eyes and felt his warm hand.
I nodded to him and when I opened my eyes, I saw a low smile from his lips.
I bite my lips, I got shy admitting it. I looked him in the eye even everything is so blurry. I gave him those begging eyes, letting him know that I need him.
He released a sigh, and growled. He Arch his nose and grabbed me by my neck gently and kissed me. It was a hard, rough, wet kiss. Damangdama ko ang gigil niya sa bawat galaw niya. It seems like he always wanted to do this. His tongue found my tongue. He moved his other hand in my body and pull me by the waist, Then I pushed him, making him sat down and sat on his lap without breaking the kiss.
He open the buttons of my white long sleeve polo while he kiss me and massage my ass. He squeezed it. I couldn't stop but let a loud moan. I want to share this moment with him. I admit it, I like it. No, I love it!
Moans started to get out of my mouth as he do so and his kisses went down to my neck. When he noticed my polo is opened, he found my nips and sucked it.
I let out a loud moan so I covered my mouth, because I don't want other people to hear me being like this.
He pulled me both arms by the waist, and sucked it even more. That made me scream
"Si-Sir?" I said with a weak voice.
"You like that don't you?" He teasingly said.
"Yes, please don't stop" I played his hair as I caress his nape.
He went up and face me. I saw his luscious smile. He went near my ear and whispered
"Then Beg, Baby" The way he spoke it, made me feel like there's a beast inside me that want to go out.
"Please, I'm begging you. I'm begging you don't stop" I said as I place my head on his chest and lock both of my arms in his neck
He growled. "You're so sexy when you beg and look helpless" He said and tuck in my hair to my ear.
Such a tease, So I beg even more.
"Are you sure you want what you're begging for? Huh?" He said.
"It's all I can think of now. I want it so bad. I want you so bad" I replied
"I hope you don't regret what you begged for" He whispered
"You're mine" He added. He grabbed me and kiss me, much harder.
Moans and Scream. Satisfaction and Desire. Are the only thing that is occupying the whole room. I never imagine myself sharing this moment with a stranger and knowing that there's a lot of people out there.
But I don't care now if they hear me being like this, I don't care what they think of me, anymore. All I care is for this Man to be mine, all mine.
We just talked for a short time. But I feel like he filled a missing piece inside me that I been filling. I feel like a missing puzzle that finally found the piece that I belong to. I feel like I was made for him. I never been so obsessed over someone. I'll make you mine. I want you to be all mine.
I felt a blazing heat that only him can put out. I kissed him, touched him, and caress him. Until..
Until..
I can't breathe anymore, he's kissing me so hard see that I'm catching my breathe, then I hear knocking of the door. Then little by little everything went dark and I hear screams kasabay ng pag bukas ng pintuan.
"Wha-what happene-"
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"How are you feeling now, Shane?" I just woke up from a very long sleep and my head hurts. I despise alcohol. I'll never drink again. I swear!
I stand up and massage my head. As I looked at my Kuya.
"My head hurts and, and-" I'm trying to remember everything
"What happened Kuya?" I asked for help.
"You were wasted yesterday. Then nalaman ko na nag participate ka pala don sa pa-game sa party then when the door opened, sakto naman na nahimatay ka. Nasobrahan ka ata sa alak tas nakulong kapa doon sa room na sobrang kay init. Bakit di niyo man lang kase binuksan yung electric fan or yung aircon man lang? Ano Sauna lang?"
Pang aasar na medyo concern na sabi ng Kuya ko.
Binato ko siya ng unan, ang aga aga mapang asar. He said that he'll go downstairs to fix our stuff since uuwi na kami later.
Naiwan ako ang mag isa sa kwarto. Napag munimumi ko ang mga nangyare kagabi.
Everything went back to me, everything that happened yesterday. I drink alcohol for the first time, I got wasted, accidentally participate in a game, got trapped with a man, Confess and say my feelings then I kissed a Man.
"What's wrong with Shaven Haven De Castro!?" I said as I hit the pillow. I lay down again and accidentally touched my lips.
I have given my first kiss to someone I don't even know. I should be ashame cause I made a promise to myself.
I remember the feeling of his lips, his embrace, his presence. Everything about him.
From being mad to myself. I found myself happy. Swooned. I smiled and My heart felt full.
As I lay down, I think of him. Who is he? Taga saan kaya siya? Then a lot of questions about that man starts to fill my mind.
I don't have any idea about him, because I wasn't able to see him clearly since the lights are close. All I remember is that he have facial hair, and he have a scar in his chest, I noticed when I run my fingers on his body.
I heard Kuya calling me from downstairs.
I decided to get up and get prepared kasi aalis na kame mamaya. A part of me is hoping na makita ulit siya, bago kami umuwi.
When I got downstairs, I asked my Kuya if he knew the Man that I was with sa room that night, but he said he's not around when that happened. But he heard that after they open the door and saw us, nag brown out daw bigla. That's all he knows.
I tried asking Kuya Vince about it but he said that he's too busy that time entertaining other guests, di niya nga daw napansin na nag palaro na ng ganon that time.
I felt a little sadness. I don't want to lose hope, I don't know if I'll ever see him again. But I'll just keep my hopes up, baka one day we'll meet again.
Sa pag uwi ko, babaunin ko ang mga ito. A hopeful heart, his memory and the experience he gave.
We'll meet again. I'm sure of that.
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