My Seven Minutes of Heaven (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 4

5 YEARS LATER

SHAVE POV

"Happy 25th birthday po, Sir!" Malakas na pag bati sakin ng staffs ng restaurant na kinakainan ko. They gave me this small cake with candle to celebrate with.

"Thank you! I really appreciate it" I replied and I gave them a very warm and sincere smile.

So far, My vacation is going well. It's really my thing to reward myself kapag birthday ko. It's also my way to unwind and relax. Lately kasi, it has been very stressful for me kaya knowing my birthday is near, I took that opportunity and I told my parents I want to go to vacation alone. Good thing, my parent let me.

Grabe, It's been 5 years already. It felt that time flies so fast. In the span of 5 years I feel like there's a lot of thing that happened.

I've move on from John, I realized that he doesn't deserve a tear from me. I made myself happy, worked on myself, finished my studies and now, I'm taking part in handling our family businesses. Very thankful for the past few years, to be honest.

Even though ang dami konang na achieve sa buhay. I feel like I'm still missing something. And I know who exactly that person is.

It has been 5 years but I still remain clueless to who that Man is. He changed something in me that night, He invaded my heart and my mind. That I've been thinking of him everyday and night. He disturb the sleeping obsession and possessive I have. He awaken someone inside me that night, Someone I can't believe I cant be.

I grew up with a conservative parents. But even though they're conservative, they're are not judgemental like most conservative people are. My Mom and Dad is very loving, caring and understanding. They shower us with Love and all. They are good at parenting kaya lumaki kaming tama na mag kakapatid.

Growing up with a conservative parents. That really influenced a lot in us that we, ourselves, become conservative as well.

I had a hard time being myself when I was young and I don't know how to come out to them But when I told my parents that I'm Gay, Akala ko they will be mad and judge me but they didn't. They hugged me and told me that they know and they accept me. That they love me kahit ano or kung sino pa ako, They gave me full love and support.

I'm lucky to have a parents like them. In every universe, Sila at sila parin ang pipiliin kong magulang.

I admire my Mom so much, she is a very wonderful lady. I saw how much she loves dad and how she show it to him. She's so kind, sweet, gentle, and inspiring. She's also vocal, opinionated, and courageous. No wonder Dad is so crazy inlove to Mom.

So growing up, I idolized my mom. I wanna be like her, I wanna be like how Mom is.She has always been my role model and I'm always grateful to have her as my Mother.

When this Man came into my life, He changed me. He liberate me, he broke my morals and made me realize things I haven't realize about myself.

I mean there's nothing wrong with being Liberated, it doesn't make you less of a person. Nor being conservative making more of a person. It's a matter of preferences and Choice.

And for me, I chose to be Conservative. But after meeting that man. I don't know who I am now. I'm feeling a unending longing that only him can suffice. I am losing my hope in meeting him again.