My Seven Minutes of Heaven (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 35

SHANE POV

It has been 2 years already.

I was a very tough fight for the both of us. There are times na napang hihina na kami ng loob but pinipili at pinipili parin namin lumaban at manatiling may pag asa.

Maraming mga gabing nag daan na I have to be silent in crying because I don't want him to feel bad about himself. But it really hurts me seeing him like this.

There are times na he keeps on holding my hand. I know he is scared even he don't say it. I just want to be there for him especially when he feels that way.

When he sighed and closed his eyes I know his keeping his pain to himself. It hurts and torn apart my heart, If I could only took part on the pain his experiencing just for him to feel a little ease, I would.

Now, kinonfine na namin siya here sa Hospital near sa house niya sa Manila for better treatment. Ayaw niya manatili sa bahay cause he said, he don't wanna die in there since his situation just keep on getting worse.

"Hi Love" Sambit ko pag kapasok ko sa kanyang kwarto. He smiled at me. Gosh, I really love that smile. It's still beautiful even after a lot of the changes that happened

Makita ko lang siyang nakangiti tuwing papasok ako sa kwarto niya gives me a lot of comfort. Knowing that he still with us, That he is alive. It's something that I always grateful for

"H-Hi Love, I miss you. Nasan si Jerome?" Sagot ni Henry

I kissed him in the forehead. "He's in the school right now, Love. Alam mo ba sabi niya, he'll study hard para matulungan ka niya. Para siya na daw mismo ang mag papagaling sayo. Napaka sweet talaga ng Anak natin" Sabi ko, habang inilalabas ang mga gamit mula sa bag ko.

"He'll be a great doctor one day, I'm sure of that. I know he'll help a lot of people" Henry said

"I wish I was still alive when that happened" He said

"Love? I told you, don't speak about that" I said calmly but my heart almost stopped hearing him say that. It really brokes me when he talks about death

"Love, I'm just being realistic" He said and smiled at me. My heart started to feel heavy again and I'm trying to stop my tears

"I'm not ready to talk about that, Love. Please" I said

"I'm sorry, Love"

"Come on na, Let's eat. Itong niluto ko para sayo to, here are the foods na sinabi ni Doc that will be good for you" I said. We started eating habang nag kwekwentuhan about sa mga buhay buhay.

Napatulala ako sa kanya habang nag sasalita siya. Hindi pa ako handa, Henry. I can't imagine how my life will be without you. I don't even know how to live my life if ever you'll left.

And then I felt his thumb, touching my face. I didn't know that my tears went out again.

"What's happening, Love?" He said

"I just love you, so so much" I replied and caress his face.

"I love you too"

HENRY POV

I know he's hurting, I know that he keep himself quiet crying every night. I know the pain he is going through. I know that, because I've been in that road before. I've witnessed someone that I love fight for her life, fighting Cancer. I saw Mom endure all the pain just for me to feel that I have nothing to worry about. I know exactly how he feels.

When I first find out about it, I am scared. I'm scared that I'll not survive and left my love and my son alone.

They deserve to be happy and far from pain. So I think of a stupid plan, that is to make him leave me and find someone who can stay with him, na walang Cancer katulad ko, Na makakasama niya hanggang pag tanda.