We are the walking dead. Carl grimes x fem oc

Barn down

I'm still upset from last night but decide to get up and get dressed. Dad had came in and told me he was going to let them stay in the house. My ankle still hurts so I wobble to sit back down and crash. It's so boring I need someone to talk to. I should try to find Maggie. I slowly get up and wobble my way to find Maggie. "Maggie?" I say "where are youuuu?" She's not awnsering  me. I eventually find her but she's talking to Glenn so I just walk away. I don't want to bother her. I walk up to my room close the door and I start to cry. Why am I crying? Why why why why why why why. I don't have anyone to talk to. Beth has her own problems with her sh Maggie and Glenn are always together and well Carl is not  a good listener at all. He also never responds when you want him to so it's really awkward. I wish Sophia was still here. I mean I know I didn't really know her but she seemed really nice and I bet she was a good listener. I realize I'm still crying and now my whiteish shirt has see through spots because of my tears. I give up trying to talk to someone and grab my diary and my old headphones and music player. I lock my door wobble to my bed and turn my music up and get to writing my feelings that I cant talk about.

I feel like it's been hours just sitting here writing I think I've wrote 4 or 5 pages and I'm not done. I cant hear anything besides a tiny noise which is actually someone pounding on my door but I cant tell. I get annoyed with the tiny noise rip my headphones off and close my diary I limp to the door and open it. And guess who I see? Maggie. "What?" I say not going to lie I'm kinda annoyed but not just with her. "I heard you wanted to talk to me earlier" she says I try not to scoff "yeah I wanted to it's been hours your always ignoring me. I don't want to talk anymore." I say and slam and lock the door. "Alice you open this door right now! We are going to talk!" She yells. Ignore her for the first ten or so minutes but then it just gets annoying. "WHAT!" I yell pissed at this point. "You never want to talk to me before why now!" I yell I'm so angry she's supposed to be there for me. She's my older sister. "Well I'm trying to talk to you now so let's talk!" She says getting angrier I stand there looking at her then just break down again. She rushes over to hug me and I collapse in her arms and we go down on the floor. "I'm sorry Alice I don't mean to ignore you I really don't." She says I don't even respond I just keep crying I eventually fall asleep in her arms and she just holds me,

I wake up I don't think it's been long but I see Maggie still holding me "sorry" I whisper she just smiles and helps me stand up. "Can you walk on your foot?" She asks I try to and can it's just slow. "I think everyone else is outside we should go. Do you want to?" She asks me I nod and she makes sure I don't fall while walking. We're out there for a good while when we hear that the prisoner is missing. We're all confused and a little scared. We see Shane walk up and he looks fucked up. He says that Randall is armed and hit him. We're told to go back in the house and Maggie helps me sprint ish well everyone else is running I'm at a fast walk eventually we make it and lock all the doors. I feel like that Randall beating up Shane's a lie. I mean this Randall dude is like 18? Something and Shane's a grown man. I doubt that. I tell Maggie to come up to my room with me and she walks with me and stays with me. "Maggie?" I say "I-I don't think that Randall actually beat Shane up.. I mean he's a teen and Shane's a grown man and-" I say then get interrupted by her "Alice it's okay.. i don't really know if I believe it too. But he could be dangerous so it's best to act like we do." She pauses then continues "I don't think many people do but like I said he could be dangerous"
I look at her and pause then I start to laugh. "Sorry but I'm thinking of something else not that." I say. "Soo Maggie are you and Glenn dating?" I say laughing. I see my bed and start to clean up I put my diary my headphones and some clothes in a bag. "Alice what about you and Carl hmm? She says laughing "oh and why are u packing a bag?" She asks as I put my stuffed animals in. "Well I don't trust him and what if shit hits the fan? I would like to be prepared. So I'm packing clothes,shoes,my stuffed animals and some of my personal belongings" I say. I also put some of my hair ties my mascara though it's clear and I stole it from Maggie and no one's knows and stuff like that I collect anything that would be valuable like any of my family's jewelry,old things from mom,dads and important things. See I don't know why I'm doing this but I do. "So Maggie.. we never talked about you and Glenn? Are you too dating?" I ask she takes a second to awnser but says yes and I giggle. I'm happy for my sister. "What about you and Carl? Hmm" she wiggles her eyebrows and I laugh "no.. but I do like him. I think we're a little too young. And I don't think he likes me back! I mean we just met a little bit ago and-" "Alice you'll be fine I'm sure he likes you  back. And hey I was younger than you when I started dating so"  Maggie says and I laugh. I don't even know why but we go downstairs and I bring my bag I still don't know why but I do. We sit by Beth on the couch. They start talking about Shane's bullshit story and I just look at Maggie like told you. She gives me the same look back. We go outside because Daryl's says something and- holy shit that's a lot of walkers.. but we see Carl and Rick running back. They hide in the barn. This sounds selfish but I run I the house and grab my bag. This has lots of stuff in it I'm not losing it. I'm still not Alowed a gun but I have a knife. it's tiny but it will do incase I really need it. I try not to panic but that's a whole lot of walkers and the barns on fire! I wasn't allowed in a car so Im in the house  watching. Loris yelling asking what to do since she can't find Carl. I try to tell her it will be okay but she's angry so I just back away. This is getting scary now. I still hear gun shots so I think that's a good thing? It means there not dead which is good. I'm thinking in my head and holy shit if I have to run in fucking dying. Carol comes in and tells us we have to go. Oh shit oh shit oh shit I don't know if I can't run. I follow carol out and make sure to stay close to Beth. Good thing I packed my bag. We all run. It must be the adrenaline allowing me to run. I look back and oh no. My mother dies right in front of me.i keep running with Beth and Lori and we get in a car. We're crammed and have to leave carol and Andrea. I still have my bag and I feel really bad for keeping and and no one else has anything. I mean I can probably let Maggie and Beth wear some of my clothes and my hair brush. We're driving to who knows where and I'm holding on tight for Beth. Atleast me and Beth made it out. I'm really sad. I can't even process it all. I mean my mom died my house is gone I lost almost all of my things and my sister and dead might be dead too. This week is not my week. And my ankle still hurts even more now because I ran on it. We're still driving I really don't know where though. It's really really cramped in this car. It's t-dog Beth me and Lori. And oh my god Lori is trying to get out if a moving car. "You better turn this Car around" says Lori to t-dog and I just sit awkwardly. We stop and we see cars. Me and Beth run out to Maggie and dad. We all hug and it's really sad. But most of us are here. I stay clung to Maggie. "I'm so glad your back Maggie" I say she just laughs and hugs me tighter. We all leave again but this time I have more room and I'm not squished. I open my bag and pull out ice cream to show Maggie and Beth. They just laugh at how I kept the stupid thing. I make it dance around then put it back.

We stop again and get out. I think we're out of gas. It's really cold I wish I was wearing a sweater. I grab my bag and start digging through until I find my only sweater I have a plain black zip up. Atleast I have a sweater I put it on then zip my bag back up. The adults are talking and I don't pay attention until I hear Rick say "we're all infected" everyone looks at him shocked. I hope we find a place soon. I'm still cold and my ankle still hurts.

We start a fire and all sit around it. I sit right by Beth and dad. I'm not so cold at the moment because of the fire but if we leave I'm gonna fricken freeze. Rick's talking about how bad Shane is and though I agree I hear Carl start to cry so I put my headphones in and don't listen. I really don't want to see him cry I can't do it. Not today not ever.

I know it Kind of doesn't make sense that she has a bag and a music player but who cares. I figured since she was wearing leggings,Beth's old converse and a t-shirt she would atleast need her boots and a sweater.
and we're are now on season 3 and idk what to do for the time skip like.. does she use a gun now?.. is she taller has she changed? I'll figure it out and that chapter will probably be out tonight or tomorrow. These are kinda fun to do I really like writing. And if you don't like the outfits just imagine something else Yk? And this is almost 200 fricken words. And sorry if you don't like swears I mean.. it is the walking dead so.. and I'm going to try to follow the plot more and make her and Carl closer because yess get it girl. But anyway I'm getting distracted and it's 11:00 at night if I want to write that other chapter I need to start soon 😓. Oh and thank you for almost 50 reads tbh I only thought I was going to get like 20 but peace!!