I've been avoiding Rome pretty well, not fully over him but I'm taking it one step at a time.
I notice him looking at me a lot since his birthday, I fear that he knows about my super secret spy account. As long as he don't say shit I won't sweat it.
At the moment I'm in my room getting ready for a christmas party. It's the last day before we go on winter break and a week before christmas.
For my outfit I pulled together a cropped, long sleeved, ivory shirt. A lightwash denim tennis skirt, my chestnut 'Disquette' Ugg's with some ivory leg warms that I scrunched up. My hair is still not done unfortunately so I just pulled it up into a sleek top bun with a slick bang to the side.
"If you let me come I'll make sure mommy go to sleep early so you can come back whenever you want.." Lovely offers persuasively. She been tryna come since she found out I was going.
"Girl! I don't even wanna be there that long. Just going 'cause Mel wants me to." I shake my head as I connect my necklace behind me.
"Mmcht. Rome goin'." My head turns at her words.
"You know I don't talk to him nomo Lovely I don't know if he gone be th-"
"No I'm tellin' you.." She corrects me and I furrow my eyebrows.
"How the hell you know?"
"I was getting water on the second floor and heard 'em around the corner telling somebody what he was gone wear." She explains making me nod my head slowly. Shit.
"Girl don't let that nigga ruin your night! Even if you do see him oh well! Look the other way." Heaven tells me supportively and I nod my head. She right, I'm giving him power that I don't need to be. I'll enjoy my night in his face.
"Aiya, have a shot!" Woah. Ian never had no alcohol. Tempting.
"I don't know, I'm not even gonna be staying lon-"
"It's one shot Aiya. It won't kill you." Leonna says reassuringly and I give in.
"Yess!" Melody does a lil dance with her hands up. They pour me a shot and all stand around as I take it. Yuck! How the fuck y'all enjoy this shit enough to the point y'all get ditzy on it?
