The submissive mushroom boy

Yes or no

TW: mention of Body Dysmorphia Disorder and Eating Disorders
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Kevin is panicking making sure he looks even decent to himself for the date with Devy. The one thing Kevin hasn't mentioned to any of his boyfriends... he's anorexic and has severe body dysmorphia.
"I've lost so much weight that my suit is huge on me.. god I'm going to feel like a fat pig at the restaurant.." Before he knows it there's a knock at the door. 
"Fuck he's here" Kevin quickly throws his shirt on walking into the living-room opening the door for his boyfriend
"Hello~ sorry I'm not ready yet" 
"It's okay cutie" Devy says planting a kiss on Kevin's lips
"Feels weird- Wisam and Chase left a few hours ago and they're still not back.."
"Oh they're at mine, they're having their date there and watching the twins"
"Oh"
"and hey Kevin?" 
"Yeah?" Devy gets down on one knee 
"From the moment I first fucked your ass I knew you were the one for me Kevin. I love you to the moon and back infinite times and I was wondering..." He trails off as he reaches in his pocket
"Will you marry me?" Tears fall down Kevin's cheeks as he moves closer to Devy, pressing a soft kiss to his lips and pressing their forehead together then finally saying
"Yes I will" Devy slips the ring on Kevin's finger and kisses him passionately
"I love you Kevin"
"I love you too Devy" The older wraps his arms around Kevin realizing something he hasn't before.. he's really skinny. 
"Kevin is everything okay..? I've never hugged you like this and you feel really skinny"
"Yeah I'm okay, probably just the way you're hugging me.. uhm lemme go finish getting ready." Kevin quickly moves away and goes into his room. Kevin walks back out a few minutes later, ready for his date with his fiancé. Devy leads the younger out letting him lock the door before leading him to his car opening the door for Kevin
"thank you~" He says blushing
"Of course m'love" the older shuts the door once Kevin's in and walks around to his side. He drives to the restaurant once there he opens and shuts all doors for Kevin and pushes his chair in for him
"You're so romantic"
"I'll do whatever I need to make this night perfect for my fiancé" The 2 order their food and Devy notes to himself that Kevin only got a salad. They enjoy their dinner together and head to the car after Devy pays. 
"Kevin is everything okay?"
"Yeah it is.." the younger trails off
"Babe if there's something wrong you can tell me.."
"I'm fine!" He yells startling himself and tears start to flow down his cheeks
"I-I'm sorry" He goes to get out of the car
"I-I'll Uber h-home" Devy lets him get out completely before getting out himself. He remembers he put child lock on in the car he brought Kevin in despite him knowing he's never putting the twins into a sports car. He moves around to the other side opens the back door and quickly pushes Kevin into the back seat shutting the door after and getting back in the drivers seat buckling and driving off
"Kevin please talk to me.." The older trails off tears threatening to fall.. but for the younger they're already falling.
"You'll hate me.." he says quietly
"Kevin I could never hate you" Devy sighs out trying to focus on the road. 
"You will if I told you.." Devy's had enough. He pulls into a parking lot and turns in his seat the best he can 
"Kevin please talk to me I could NEVER hate you, if something is wrong I'd like to do whatever I can to help"
"Just take me home please.."
"No"
"The fuck you mean no?"
"No Kevin, I mean no. I'm not taking you home until you fucking talk to me! I'm getting worried about you Kevin!" Devy yells letting the tears finally fall
"I'm fat" Kevin mumbles
"What?"
"I'm fucking fat!" Devy is about to say something and then the dots connect, he seemed skinnier because he is skinnier. He only ate salad because he didn't want to eat a lot of meat since he thinks he's fat.
"Babe.."
"Now take me home please.."
"In a minute, I just want to have a heart-to-heart talk... are you going to be good if I let you out of the back seat and into the front so we can talk?"
"Yup.." Devy gets out of his car and opens up the back door right behind him helping Kevin climb out. The younger quickly scoots to the other side of the car and gets in the passenger side. 
"Kevin babe I know you don't agree but you're not at all fat in my eyes"
"I'm a whale"
"A whale of a good time" Devy finishes lightening Kevin's mood just a tiny bit
"now, Kevin. I'm going to be honest.. I think you have an eating disorder.."
"I also have body dysmorphia.." Devy grabs Kevin's had holding it tightly
"Thank you for telling me... do you know about the eat-" he gets cut off
"I'm anorexic"
"Okay"
"I love you Kevin and just know I'm gonna help you get better baby.. I don't want to lose you because of your brain." Kevin nods now sobbing uncontrollably. Devy holds Kevin's hand tightly and says
"Do you want me to ask if they can stay at my apartment tonight so we can go to your house and cuddle?" Kevin nods slowly in response Devy calls Wisam
"Hello?" A groggy voice answers
"Oh shit were you two asleep?"
"Yeah"
"Oh I was gonna ask if you two can stay with the twins tonight"
"Spend time with your fiancé since I assume he said yes" Wisam says
"Okay thanks guys.. I owe you both"
"Don't worry about it man" Wisam says hanging up. Devy puts his phone back in his pocket and says
"Let's go home baby"
"Okay" Devy squeezes Kevin's hand tightly as he drives to the trio's house, parking in the driveway and getting out. He opens Kevin's door for him taking his hand and leading him inside. Kevin hands the older his key and he lets them in, shutting and locking the door behind them. They walk hand-in-hand to Kevin's bedroom, the younger allows Devy to undress him gently, he dresses Kevin in a t-shirt and shorts. Devy goes into his bag that he keeps here for nights like this and he throws on a tank top and shorts. He lays Kevin down in his bed gently and gets in bed next to him on the other side. Cuddling the frail boy close and whispering sweet nothings to him while the younger sobs in his arms. 
"I'll never think any different of you Kevin.. and I will help you the best I can to get better. I promise." 
"I-I love you"
"I love you too Kevin"