Best day of my life (3)

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*ahem* 
TW: ED, body dysmorphia

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"Kevin locked himself in the bathroom Wisam..." Wisam and Chase go to the bathroom door trying to get Kevin to open it.
"Stay here. I'm gonna go grab the key" Chase says to Wisam while walking towards where they keep the key. The youngest left alone in front of the bathroom door
"Kevin.. please open up.." Chase walks back over and unlocks the door. When opening the door, the two are met with Kevin sobbing in the corner..
"Kevin.." Chase starts but gets interrupted by Wisam tapping on his shoulder showing him that Kevin threw up in the toilet. The younger 2 share a look with each other
"Let's get you in your room, Kevin... there's nothing in there you can hurt yourself with right..?"
"My fingers" the oldest replies
"Can we trust you to not hurt yourself?" Wisam asks
"Right now.. no" 
"Fine then you're not going in your room. You're coming with us so we can keep a close eye on you. Wisam you're driving."
"Where are we going?" Wisam asks and Chase moves right next to his ear and whispers
"Devy's" Wisam nods understanding and flushes the toilet scooting in Kevin's room to get him some new clothes while Chase gently strips the older seeing just how skinny Kevin really is.. the dots clicking in his head.. Kevin has an ED. Wisam walks back in and sees how skinny Kevin is, he's about to say something when Chase shakes his head gently dressing Kevin in a now super baggy on him t-shirt and some shorts. Holding his hand Chase leads Kevin to where everyone keeps their shoes
"Mushroom"
"I'll go grab Mushroom" Wisam says jogging into Kevin's room while the older 2 put on their shoes. Chase not letting go of Kevin's hand. A moment later they're all walking out of the house getting in Wisam's car. Wisam driving, Chase in the passenger seat and Kevin and Mushroom are in the back seat. Chase sends a text to Devy explaining the situation

 Chase sends a text to Devy explaining the situation

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They pull up to Devy's apartment complex and Kevin asks"Why are we at Devy's?" Getting no answer from either of the youngers

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They pull up to Devy's apartment complex and Kevin asks
"Why are we at Devy's?" Getting no answer from either of the youngers. Just Chase opening Kevin's door and grabbing his hand leading him in the building to Devy's apartment. Wisam knocks on the door and Kevin keeps his head down not wanting to meet the older's eyes. They all walk in when Devy answers him immediately looking right at Kevin
"Kevin look at me" He shakes his head no and is met with Devy grabbing his chin making him look at him. Devy studies Kevin's eyes for something before looking at the other 2 
"The twins are gonna wake up soon, can you two feed them when they get up, then get them back asleep. They love bottles mid-nap idk why."
"Don't worry we got them" The younger 2 nod and Devy leads Kevin into his bedroom shutting the door. 
"Can I see Mushroom?" Kevin reluctantly hands over Mushroom to the older letting him set Mushroom on his dresser facing him away from Kevin. Devy moves closer to Kevin and gently takes off his shirt. Kevin instantly covers himself for the first time with Devy
"Baby.. let me look" 
"n-no"
"Kevin."
"You're gonna be mad"
"I'm going to be mad if you don't let me look at you" Kevin loosens his arms looking away tears falling. Devy gently moves his arms looking at just how thin his fiancé is
"Kevin.."
"I knew you were going to be mad" the younger is surprised when he feels Devy's lips on his turning his head to face him he's even more surprised when Devy moves down to kiss his stomach and ribs
"Have you been seeing the therapist?"
"Yes.."
"Are you lying?"
"No.." Kevin says tears falling quickly
"I wish I was lying.. but no I've been seeing her and she's been giving me all these talks about the importance of eating, and how I'm hurting myself. She's talking me through body dysmorphia about the psychological aspect to it. So yes. I have been seeing her" The older slowly sits them both down on the bed, kissing him softly. 
"So why are you still losing weight dangerously quick Kevin?"
"Because I'm still stuck in the mindset that I'm fat! I'm a fucking whale!" He yells. Devy somehow keeping his calm replies
"You're not a whale Kevin. You're a twig. I'd fuck these thoughts out of you but right now... I'm afraid to hurt you Kevin you're so thin. I don't want to be balls deep in you and break your fucking arm." He trails off his own tears starting to fall.
"I don't want to- no.. I can't lose you Kevin.. I don't know how I'd be able to continue my life. Waking up knowing that you starved yourself to death? Waking up knowing that I couldn't fucking help you!" He yells breaking down finally. Hiding his face in his hands and looking away from Kevin. Now is when Kevin finally realizes.. how badly his illness is affecting the people he cares the most about.
"I'm going to try harder.. I promise.." He says hugging Devy, wrapping his frail arms around Devy's broad shoulders.
"I'm sorry... I really am" He moves to sit on Devy's knee knowing the older isn't going to do anything.. but he does. Devy wraps an arm around Kevin's waist pulling him close. Wrapping his other arm around his chest. Not letting him go.
"I can't lose you Kevin..."

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