Colors Are Revived

17.05~

now ure writing new songs for 'her' but i told that to
"would u write love songs instead of love pain songs if u would be in love"
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         is them ur real feeling or am i in the curse that with my born?
will u see my tears, or will u feel my pain? am i not that important? sure.. u think all of them is bullshit but i'm not a machine for ur desires...

you swept the dust from my heart and left me blood

let my blood drown you both, in a merciless well, get wet with the rain of blood and curse each other~

will i be alive it's unknown actually but like i said that last year, when i die i'll become a ghost and follow u.. but idk will i be ur protector or nightmare

i fckn love u, "from tommorow there will be more pain i'll cancel ur name from each one of my songs" said damiano david but i cannot feel that for u.. damn it

u can be only happy with me, do not search the happiness from another arms, they r only a illusion

hope if i won't end myself i will be urs but i'm so tired of that shit ngl

dear, if ure hearing my voice if ure hearing my fckn screams.. hurry up i can't take it anymore. be mine..