Finally Being Able To Stay Out Of Hiding

chapter 12

       Bella pov

Oh, the hot shower felt so heavenly right now! First shower by myself. I didn't like it! I got so used to my husband being with me cleaning up so I rushed cleaning up because I couldn't stand it any more.

I wasn't doing this by myself fucking anymore that's for fucking sure and I will fight tooth and nail on this department.

I jumped out and hurried and got out and ran out of the bathroom and I bent my knees and I didn't care if my husband was braced or not I was going into my safe place.

I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms wrapped around him like my life depended on it and I buried my face into his neck and I was shaking.

"Hey, calm down baby I got you in my arms. What's this about?" I shook my head and pointed to the bathroom and shook my head again and pointed to myself and shook my head again and I lost it and tears started falling from my eyes.

"You can't be in there by yourself anymore can you?" I shook my head again but faster again. I was fucking terrified out of my mind.

Some from what that guy said but what I went through to.

"Okay, I won't make you do it by yourself anymore!" He slid his cupped his hand on the side of my face and I leaned into his touch and sent him the shocks because it felt so safe when he always did that for me.

It helped me calmed down to. Then he started running his fingers through my hair and I melted into him.

"That's my girl!" He kissed me on the cheek. "Now let's give you your injections." I nodded my head and he gently laid me down and straddled me and I lifted my arm.

He gave me my injections. He climbed off of me and I climbed on his lap sideways and leaned against and he wrapped his arms me and kissed me on top of my head.

He was giving me that little extra attention like he always did. We waited for Rosie to take a shower and get ready so Edward can give her a mild pain injection.

"I'm sorry for impacting you like that but I was terrified out of my mind being in there by myself after I went through before and I got so used to you being there and then what that guy said when I don't remember and after didn't help me either and trying to take a shower alone terrified the fuck out of my me because my body was exposed like that and I was alone and I was so terrified that someone was going to walk in and it wasn't you. It was so strange because after being so defensiveless like that and my memory wiped clean like that I don't want anyone seeing me exposed like that and alone like that except for you." I explained to him.

"I can understand that baby! Actually I've been feeling it and when I was in my sister hospital section getting the injections I fell to my knees when it hit like that with you. That's why I hurried and came back and I braced myself for impact because I knew what was going to happen but it confused because I didn't understand why you felt like that." He explained to me.

"Don't make me do it alone anymore please!" He tilted my face up so I could look at him and he took his thumb and gently whipped my tear away.

"I won't baby I promise you!" He even sealed that promise with a kiss and I felt the surge too.

"You made a promise big brother and seal that puppy nice and tight." Rosie said laughing.

I forgot she could feel us on certain things. My husband flipped her and he was only inches away from my face.

"I love you baby!" I tapped my heart. "I know you do Punch. Come on get up so I give my sister her injection and then you can help her get ready and meet me in our living section so I can finish putting lunch together." I got up.