Finally Being Able To Stay Out Of Hiding

chapter 22

       Bella pov

I did my excited dance and I squealed when my husband told us that! All of them were laughing at me.

Because I was so excited about going back to our true home and taking our kids there.

That meant so fucking much to me. This fucking happening for me and our true home gets to meet our kids and it's the way I want to present them to them and not from our special room and now I was crying.

Because it's coming true for me!" My husband took me into his arms and just held me in his arms.

"Yeah baby that's how will do it too!" My eyes widen and I looked up at him shock because I didn't even show him or open my mind and I wasn't even looking at him and he couldn't feel that exactly the whole fucking thing I thought our connection like that.

He has done this even with just the shocks when we first met and I didn't even talk with my body yet to him and I avoided him with my eyes because I knew I could speak with my eyes. But how does he always know?

I even spoke this with my eyes to him as different tears fell from my eyes as I spoke with my eyes.

That's why it was so fucking easy for me to trust you even though you were safe for me first.

I even started moving my body to what I was saying and step out of his arms.

Yes I chose you first because you kept doing things like this for me. You kept me safe and I had to keep you safe so I fully chose you first that day before you went end that even though I knew something was wrong with my water power and I wasn't going to let my first friend ever just die like that. I just couldn't. Someone that I actually felt safe with for the first time in my life with me. But I also knew you were a male but I didn't care because I knew you didn't see me like that! That meant everything to me except your bedroom part, I forgive you for that because you were only trying to keep me safe and the safest place on your vessel was your fucking bedroom of all fucking places.

I bent over laughing on that one. I could now and it was so fucking funny looking back on it now that I see both point of views clearly now and I fell over kicking my feet because I'm feeling him from the connection from when he showed me and I remembered what I felt like but this was so much intenser now because I'm so open and free now with my husband and we are in best friends after all.

I stopped laughing. I bent my knees and lay them on my left side from my waist down flat against the but not together.

I lay one across my waist lazily and my other goes lazily over the top of of my head to the floor and I tilt my head looking up at the ceiling I wiggled my fingers slowly over my hand to change the music to the one I needed and I started singing it and moved my body to how I felt to how Edward was helping me I was safe and I could come out of hiding.

I was showing him everything and why I really chose him first because I see it and feel it so clearly now.

He knows actually I use music to explain myself clearly to communicate with each images to explain it and the music helps you feel it even if you don't have the connection like we do but he understands both.

But it's to show how I feel at the same time too.

Baby blue staring in the window pane
Just counting drops of rain
Wondering if she's got the guts to take it
Running down her dreams in a dirty dress,
Now her heart's a mess
Praying she'll find a way to make it
So keep on climbing, though the ground might shake
Just keep on reaching though the limb might break
We've come this far, don't you be scared now
'Cause you can learn to fly on the way down
Searching for a sign in the night even like a lonely string of lights
That'll burn just long enough for you to see it
The road's been long and lonely and you feel like giving up
There's more to this than just the breath you're breathing
So keep on climbing, though the ground might shake
Just keep on reaching though the limb might break
We've come this far, don't you be scared now
'Cause you can learn to fly on the way down
On the way down
You won't forget the heavy steps it took to let it go
Close your eyes, count to ten, hold your breath and fly
Keep on climbing, though the ground might shake
Just keep on reaching though the limb might break
We've come this far, don't you be scared now
'Cause you can learn to fly on the way down
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Fly
Fly