Finally Being Able To Stay Out Of Hiding

chapter 24

       Edward pov

We finally went back to the security room. "Sis just go into the storage room and pick out my wife's outfit for tonight and set it in our bathroom please and set up your breast pump and stuff in our living section while I take my special area and it's off limits to you right now for two hours and that's an order sis! We need to do this now!" I told her as I showed her both my and my wife's wrist at the same time.

My sister jumped. "Is this the blood oath my sister made when Stanley was here and you added yourself to the blood oath now!" I nodded my head not saying a fucking word to her about the other part because those things were completely between me and my wife.

I even waved good bye to my sister and snatched my wife up from behind me and took off with her.

She even squealed on me. Hell I get my wife all to myself damn it it's been way too fucking long damn it and she gave me permission to fully be myself again and now she was laughing as I still held her in one arm facing away from me and I was at the fucking panel getting and then I turned around around and secured our asses in and both of shields up around the fucking room and I went and threw her ass bed and pounced her fucking ass.

"Fucking finally I get you all fucking self alone no worries of someone walking in damn it!" I told her laughing and my head fell against her chest I was laughing so hard and so was she.

"I know right! God and the way you snatched my ass up that too. I don't know what to call what that felt like. Ohh, oh budging cord that's what that reminds me of!" We started laughing even harder now.

Especially when she told me that shit and I rolled off of and laid sideways because I was laughing so fucking hard and buried my face.

"See, that's the number two thing I love about you because you always tell exactly what something feels like to you right after it happens too." I was trying to catch my breath and stop laughing and I turned my head and looked at her and smiled at her as I turned on my back laying my hand on my stomach and my arm went underneath my head to get comfortable.

"You I completely understand why you did the blood oath Because of the best friend part between us for one and for two the impact of the way you felt that and it felt like she killed my ass to you and you were right next like that Bella! The impact of that and that way to you! My god! I didn't know it happened that way to you and until you broke like that in a fucking flashback like that and screamed out to the top of your lungs and what felt from you from connection it felt like it was happening all over again for you and spoke out like you completely alone in bedroom like you were that day with shields up and I wasn't completely connected to you when I was only soul so when you shielded yourself completely in the bedroom I you were static to me like you explain to me when Stanley hit you like that and before we got married and that tore me apart because I could feel you but not really feel you and I couldn't understand why either." I started explaining to her.

"I even knew when you restarted my heart you acted like I still wasn't alive and it was only my soul with you the whole time and you were doing everything to protect my body from being taken at all cost and I knew the minute the words left your lips that our true home gave you a command no matter the cost and sacrifice to protect my body before your heart stopped. So Bella there is nothing to forgive you for when did that and to set it on on a timer at that too. Now if you didn't set it on a fucking timer I would of only been irritated with your fucking ass for that one because you ass was changing tactics on me and you did it too protect my ass from being taken even after I told you I couldn't leave this ship without your fucking ass. Wall comes fucking down and I remember your ass bouncing off of it your wheelchair damn it! So how in the fucking hell and you did this at weakest point with no powers or abilities at the fucking time mind you Bella. Bad ass fucking Bella go I kept fucking thinking. That's my fucking girl! I wasn't even thinking about what you fucking program either even though I knew exactly what you did and I knew exactly that you would not do it if there was no other options for you. So there was nothing to forgive you on that." I explained to her.