SAINT?

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Saint

Fuck!!! I'm really tired I thought as I opened the door to find my roommates.... we all do the same thing for monies, soo it works just fine, we are 4 in 2 bedroom preety decent

" Do women buy from women? " I locked the door asking

" That bad ? " Ivy asked laughing and I nodded

" It's always bad but whatever, y'all cooked ? " I replied asking

" Yeapp" ivy responds

This is usually my routine 4 times a week I get booked with clients,i show up i perform get my money and im out and no im not stripping i got no rhythm to save my life

Doing what I do makes it sarcastic to say I'm gay , so I don't . I just say nothing and let whoever guess . I book with men who don't like noise and just want me to lay there . I don ' book with men who want a show , like to be pleased or some shit . When it happens , I just dissociate . Once it's done , I shower , take my money , and leave . Basically , I book with perverts who would fuck a dea body . This job will show you a range of humans .

All this is because my mom chose her husband over me . Now , I have to do what I have to do to survive .

That's how I met Ivy , Serah , and Liz . Just like me , except Ivy , who is gay , the others are bi . But I'm not - it's complicated .

" I'm not even hungry anymore" . I'll just shower a thought to myself .

" Saint , you're not eating ? " I heard Ivy talk through the door as I showered .

" No , I'm not hungry . "

" Want to talk ? " she asked , genuinely concerned . Why won't this girl leave me alone ?

" Ivy , just leave me alone , " I replied , moody as fuck.

I'm feeling pissed at myself . If my mom knew what I do , she would throw a tantrum and disown me . But shit , she said I was on my own . That's what happens when you take care of everyone but yourself all your life , then wake up one day to realize that you are on your own .

I miss eating pussy . That thought lingered , making me ache with a longing I tried to ignore .

To avoid slacking , since I owe myself , I don't have any other engements . It'll fuck with my mood and energy.

" Do women , especially in my country , buy from women ? " I mused the thought lingering .

I got out of the shower , dried off , and went for my PJs . The door opened . Why can't these dick - sucking persons leave me alone ? Moments like this make me want to move out , but when you do what I do , you need all the company you can get .