Lucy spirals after her parents

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Now he made sure she didn't throw up after a meal, or if she had thoughts she would come to him. But they will soon change.

They are in the office watching the video of him getting shot, but Lucy got no reaction on her face tho she was breaking down inside.

Everybody was crying their heart out but she just stood there with no reaction at all, just a plain face expression. But then everyone thought of how Lucy was and looked at her, but they were in shock to look at the girl who was normally so emotional with no rection at all. They thought she would be breaking down on the floor but no, she just stood there, no emotion at all. Bc she doesn't want them breaking down.

John:Lucy.... are you okay? John asked her with a concerned look 

He asked and everyone was waiting for an answer, she took a deep breath trying not to cry

Lucy:Yeah... yeah I am good...... excuse me.

She said and walked out, of to the womans changing room

Nyla:Should we leave her or go after her?

John:We should give her some space

Tim:No it will end bad

John:What do you mean

Tim:A couple of weeks back I saw her at a bridge dunk, then the day after I asked Jackson about it and he said that she was with her mom and things can get pretty heated but nothing to worry about...

John:Okay but still not a reason

Tim:Let me finish, Jackson came to me after about three weeks and told me.... that she. she was making herself throw up and.... thet she had suicidal thoughts... plus when she was young she was self harming. But that he had it under control and that she would come to him if something was wrong, but now when he is gone i think that she might fall back....

Gray:He told me the same thing, i guess he just wanted to look after her

Nyla:then we should not leave her alone at all

John:I have an idea then we could say that everyone needs to stay at a safe house, then we have an excuse to look after her.

Gray:Good idea, I will get started on that, and Tim, John, Nyla go to her and see if she is okay.

John, Nyla And Tim made their way to the changings room

While Lucy was in front of her looker trying to find a blade to get rid of the pain, she found a blade and went into the bathrooms and locked the door.

She sat down on the toilet, taking her pants off that she had changed to, and slowly pressing the blade down on her thigh and dragging it on her thigh so high up that she could wear shorts over it . The blood slowly coming out of her cuts and making the pain in the head disappear, she forgot the feeling that made everything go away,her thoughts and pain just disappeared. After a few cuts she stopped and put some paper towels on the cuts to stop the bleeding, and she walked out of the bathroom and to her looker where Tim, John and Nyla stood. She gave them a smile and looked at them

Lucy:Fun, right?

Nyla:Lucy....are you okay?

Lucy:mmm

She tried to walk past them but they stoped her and sat her down

Nyla:Come on tell us how are you?

Lucy:Look I just want to go home and drink, so I would appreciate it if I could go now?

Tim:Not so fast Gray want us all to stay at a safe house

Lucy:Great!

she said sarcastically and at that point john had had enough

John:Lucy why aren't you crying, you are just normal?!

Lucy:Well I was going to do that alone......

Tim:And get deprest or cut your self or starve your self or trow up every time you eat something and end up killing your self?

Lucy:How... How do you know about that?

Tim:Jackson told me

Lucy looked down at her lap and felt her heart rising while trying to not cry

Nyla:Emm we should go to the safe house

Fas foreword to the safe house(they have gotten their stuff from home)

Lucy picked out a room and closed the door, put down her bag on the floor and laid down on the bed.

She laid there and stared up at the ceiling with tears streaming down her face, she couldn't move or think about something other than jackson. She laid there in her one world in what felt like hours then got up and went through her bag and got out the blades she brought.

Lucy walked into the bathroom across from her bedroom which she had to share with Tim. She locked the door and sat down on the bathroom floor as she took off her pants, and looked at the blades before dragging it slowly and hard on her thigh many times. She looked at the blood coming out of the cuts with the tears streaming down her face and thinking about Jackson and how she never is going to see him again. After a bit she clean up and banded the cuts and put on her sweat pants along with a big hoodie