An:/ I'm going to put a major trigger warning here. Mentions of SA and Violence and suicide attempt are going to be in this chapter . If you can't handle this please ...DONT READ IT !!! But anyways I have a ton of inspiration so enjoy this chapter . Vote and comment !!
Xandras POV
Me and Chris are cuddled in bed back at his house and I was completely content . But suddenly this strange feeling hit me. I couldn't get over the fact that Felix found me and tried to take me away . I tried so hard to get away from him and now he's back.
I'm completely fucking terrified . Especially now that it's on my mind constantly, the memories start to come in..
Felix held me down by my arms and his friend held my legs to the bed. Once they tied me up they began to cut my clothes off while laughing .
"Look at her boys. We are going to have fun with this one ."
"Damn right. We are going to use this precious body for our amusement." His friend said .
"Please don't do this. You can't take this from me. This is cruel. Please let me go . I'll do anything to.make this stop. Please ." I sobbed and Felix slaps me and then grabs duck tape .
"I guess I gotta shut you up. I told you to not speak unless spoken to ." He said and duck taped my mouth .
Then the torture began. They all abused me .. 5 guys total. One by one. My innocence was ruined. I couldn't escape . I was hoping they would just kill me and put me out of my misery. But they wouldn't show me that mercy .
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I had tears spilling down my face as I silently sobbed. The negative thoughts consuming me in that moment.
I couldn't help but start to doubt everything. Is Chris just playing me ? Is he going to hurt me like Felix did ? Does he even love me ?
I know I'm not good enough for someone like Chris . He deserves someone better. I don't deserve happiness. Riley shouldn't have a sister like me. I'm useless . Pathetic. Worthless.
I got out of the bed and went to the bathroom downstairs and pulled out my trusted blade from my makeup bag that I hidden from Chris and grabbed a bottle of vodka and my oxycodone pills .
I filled the bath tub up with scolding hot water and stripped down before getting in..
I began to down the pills chased with the vodka . Once the vodka was empty I carved into my skin. Enjoying the release and knowing that very soon I can free everyone from the pain of me being in their lives.
I could feel my eyes getting heavy as the water turned a deep red as I bled out. Then it was all darkness.. but just before I passed out all I could hear was a scream..
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Chris's POV
I turned over and I couldn't feel my girl beside me. When she doesn't come back after a few minutes , I decided to go look for her.
I went downstairs and didn't see her but I saw that the bathroom door was closed and a light was on. So I knocked on the door , calling her name, but she didn't answer. So I got scared and broke down the door and the sight I saw made me scream.
She was laying pale and dead like in the tub , blood everywhere . I rush over to her and pull her naked body out of the hot water , not caring that I got wet .
"Baby?! Baby girl ?! Speak to me my love. Wake up .." she didn't respond and it scares me to death. No matter how many times I scream her name , she had no pulse and didn't show any signs of life.
I picked her up and put her on my bed and went to grab my phone to call the ambulance.
"It's okay baby. Your not going to die on me. I refuse to let that happen. Everything is going to be okay , I promise. "
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Eternally Yours -Chris Motionless/MIW-
Fanfiction20 year old Xandria Monroe attends a concert in NYC with her best twin sister Riley and she gets the amazing opportunity to run into her favorite singer Chris Motionless. They immediately take a liking to each other and soon they fall in love. But w...
