𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐁𝐄𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐃 𝐋𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐒- ᥣ᥆᥎іᥒg mᥱ ᥕіᥣᥣ gі᥎ᥱ ᥡ᥆ᥙ ⍴ᥲіᥒ...

CH-25 Those eyes ~

- Purnima POV -

" but Siddhu; atleast let me help you a bit, you have been doing all this alone and you know na i do not like it when someone is doing all this work alone and i am just sitting; it makes me feel useless " , i blurted and sat down on my knees while helping her collecting the dishes.

" no need; miss workaholic, you just eat your medicine and quietly went on your bed, your body and mind needs rest for few days and you should focused on your physical and mental health as well " , She ordered in high tone, and went inside the kitchen after collecting and holding all the dishes in her hand.

Honestly speaking, she said the truth though.

I really need to focused on my mental health, and as well as need to prepare myself for the upcoming future and its challenges.

I went to wash my hands towards the wash basin, then directly went inside my room.

I filled water in the glass from the jug and torn the medicine wrapper and took out the pill then placed it inside my mouth and without wasting a mere second, i gulped the whole glass of water in one go along with the pill.

I closed my eyes for some good second, as i badly hate eating medicines and goshh!!, the taste was too gross.

How will i eat all these medicine everyday ???... ufff.

I went out and sees that Siddhi was still washing the dishes, so i thought not to distrub her and i directly went towards the balcony to get some fresh air.

The summer season was about to begin... and the weather was perfect, And i love this weather alot cause it's neither too hot nor too cold, just perfectly perfect.

I stand, and titled my body a little on the railing while i placed my both hands on the railing and looked up in the sky.

I love admiring nature since childhood. It's beautiful, creative, unique, bold, and sometimes fierce and dangerous too. But most importantly this mother nature teaches us alots of things every second, on how to be bold, kind, beautiful, fierce, gentle, courageous and along with how we should also accept our qualities, our uniqueness, our imperfections, our flaws and the list never ends.

I sighed deeply, still looking at the half moon, shining alone but magnificently in this silent dark night.

These past ten days became a total roller-coaster ride to me. Everything happened super fast that now when i looked back and think about it, it only shows how week and pathetic i was.

Some peoples went against every odds or hurdle for their love, sometimes beyond every limits that came in their way, or some even fight against this unrealistic and cruel society and families for their love.... and here i was, i do not even had voice to atleast speak up for my love infront of my parents.

I closed my eyes and tighten my hold on railing a little and started taking deep breaths, simentlously.

I now accepted my fate along with the fact... the fact that i was this way and i accepted my defeat in love.

Love was something, which was not for someone like me.

A lone tear escaped from the corner of my eyes, while i just silently stared at the moon.

" Ganesh ji, i know i was never ment to be his, but i request to you please give him the best, take care of him... always and forgive me too, cause i do not have a single ounce of strength left within me to fight anymore.... from right at this moment i am accepting whatever you have written in my fate. "

I immediately wiped off the tear from my cheeks.

Only few days were left for my marriage, and i still do not not know exactly what i will do after this marriage, how i will able to accept any other man when my heart learned to beat for him again, how??...