𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐁𝐄𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐃 𝐋𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐒- ᥣ᥆᥎іᥒg mᥱ ᥕіᥣᥣ gі᥎ᥱ ᥡ᥆ᥙ ⍴ᥲіᥒ...

CH-45 Terrible liar ~

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-Purnima POV-

"Answer me honestly, Do you love me??, either yes or no"

he asked looking briefly in my eyes, like he was searching something precious.

i looked in his eyes, which were had utter love and care for me, for a moment i get lost in them, forgetting the pain he gave me a minute ago.

"i ain't going anywhere, my beauty, you have all me, stare as much as you want, from morning to night, i will not utter anything but for now i need you to speak, i need your answer."

his words bring me back in the world and i diverted my eyes from him to down on the white shining floor and tried to opened my mouth, which seemed quite difficult for me to do at this point.

but some how i gathered my left over courage. i knew this was not what i wanted and i knew that this was not what i felt for him but at this point; he asked for it. i knew i will hurt him; again. but i was hurt also. my heart was wounded as well. my soul teared drastically whenever my father's teary face flashed in front of my eyes. my heart aches; terribly.

I inhaled a deep breath and pulled myself together.

"No" , i uttered in my shaky and breathed tone. almost inaudible but enough for him to hear as he was standing this close.

as i answered; i waited for his reaction. i thought he would hit me or at least would scream on me but NO . he did not. he stood still; like before. caging me perfectly with his tall and robust body and between the wall. 

when i did not get the reaction; i expected from him, i frowned my brows and raised my timid lashes up and with a deep breath, i raised my head and looked up at his face and my eyes met the most precious yet the most beautiful eyes, i had ever seen in my entire life.

with that i knew i lost. i lost my soul. i lost myself in this ethereal pair of eyes.

they were beautifully honey coted; no doubt. 

those eyes had some magical spell; i guess, cause whenever i look in them i felt as those honey dripped eyes enchanted me to death, and yet i was unable to stop it either.

whenever i looked in them i felt like as comforting as home, as warm as a hug, as luminous as the sunrise, as majestic as the dusk.

that intoxicated honey eyes of his had the capacity to hypnotize me to the extinct where i would willingly surrender my existence in front of him and it would be up to him, whether he wants to cherish it or ruin it. 

like how an ant once tastes the sweetness of honey and sticks to it while entirely forgetting her own existence and did not leave it until she died.  

why he was like this, why he was not like before, why my senses stopped working when i was around or neared him and most importantly, why his eyes were so hypnotizing, why i could not able to hold back myself from falling for him more and more whenever my eyes met this majestic paired of honey coated eyes.

after complaining about his magnificent serene honey dripped eyes in my mind; silently.

suddenly i recalled my circumstance and i slowly diverted my confused gaze from his beautiful pair of honey coated eyes and stared at his face; trying to read his emotions.

but even after starring for a while, i failed to read him cause as always he was brilliant enough to maintain a expressionless face even after the rejection.

his tranquil gaze and silence was now started to scares me even more to the core, was it a sign; like how it felt before the storm; dead silence.  

do not tell me that he will going to punish me for rejecting him, why was he not uttering anything, did he even heard me saying "No" or not. was he gone deaf or something.