"I don't know where it went wrong
Since my youth, I've had a blue question mark in my head
Maybe that's why I've been living so fiercely
But when I look back, I'm all by myself
That haze shadow that swallows me up
The blue question mark still exists
Is it anxiety or depression?
How am I so regretful?
Or is it just me, one that loneliness gave birth to
I still don't know the ferocious blueI hope I don't erode away, I'll find the exit.
- Blue & Gray
(BTS)As Jimin gazed blankly at the sky through his window, memories of his childhood with Taehyung flooded his mind. They had grown up together, sharing the same bed, and eating from the same plate. They had developed a deep understanding of each other, communicating effortlessly with just a glance.
How had Taehyung changed so much? How could he choose Minjoon over him and the other five boys? How could he even consider killing Jungkook when he had been the one to bring him home that day? He had been the one to save Jungkook's life, the happiest among them when Jungkook had opened his eyes after two days. He had been the one to feel the deepest sadness when Jungkook had left with Dark Nebula.
Lost in his thoughts, Jimin was snapped out of his reverie when he heard the doorknob turn, and someone entered. The person sat beside him on the bed.
"I am sorry," Jungkook's voice was laced with guilt.
Confusion furrowed Jimin's brow. "Why are you?"
"I shouldn't have sent him that day. Then this day wouldn't have come. You could have lived happily. It is my personal problem. I dragged all of you into this mess. I wish I would have bought you an apartment and sent you far away from this place so that you could live peacefully."
"Don't even dare to say that. You are one of us. Your problem is our problem. By saying this, you are belittling us. It feels like we have been a burden to you."
Jungkook felt the weight of Jimin's words. "I didn't mean to say that..."
"We are one, okay?" Jimin smiled, his crooked teeth flashing endearingly. Jungkook mirrored his smile. "And don't be sorry. If it wasn't that day, Minjoon would have found another way. This was meant to happen sooner or latter."
Jungkook inhaled sharply. "But he was your best friend. You grew up together from childhood. You are like brothers. I will never show mercy to Sinister, so how will you face him? How will you fight him? It may... it may involve k-killing him..."
Jimin quickly dismissed the negative thoughts. "Let's not think about that now. But if that day ever comes, you will find me by your side. Because..." He took a deep breath. "Because Taehyung is wrong. He sided with the wrong person."
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