The day I forget to take my pill is a whisper of a flame becoming loud roars of fire, melting away the transgressions of a lie ,
destroying any echoes of the chirping of man-made birds , choking the throats of singing demons dressed as angels
The day I forget to take my pill is being taken out of the artificial waves of pools and flung out into the depths of sharks, all too suddenly, all too beautifully, all to familiar to me
The day I forget to take my pill is being woken up by a cold splash of the liquid that seeps from a human 's windows, a distorted vision is derived from truth in the twisted minds of those carrying this sickness, decay is the only life we know
The day I forget to take my pill is whatever the hell is punishing me laughing at my failed attempt of running away from the nails in their palms, I shook hands with them this afternoon, this reunion makes me forget why I ever left in the first place because I am NOTHING but what I am known for, and I am known for 3 am conversations with myself
The day I CHOSE not to take my pill
The day I feel life support is unnecessary The day I show all my vital signs
Is when
I live
All I ever wanted was to live
She lays next to me as I write this, she smiles, she knows what she has done to me, insanity is hereditary, she knows
I make a quick prayer before I go under
I pray to grow as anyone but my mother
I pray that schizophrenia won't hold me too
but God does the things we'd never choose
The day I forget to take my pill
