TUMHE JO MAINE DEKHA 💕 (Professor×Student)

20. I love you more

Edited 💕

Double update on 1k

Enjoy 🎀🦋

Ramona POV

When I replied to him. He started giggling god he looked so cute.

I asked him if I could tell my friends about our relationship and he agreed.
"Oh my Madhav. Itna acha cutie hottie mughe kaise de diya apne? Pakka mai aapki favourite hoon" I thought to myself and thanked god.
(Oh my god! How could I have this cutie and hottie. I might be your favourite right?)

He pulled me closer and started flirting. God he was doing nothing compared to the things we did in my dreams. But I was still red. Ramona Rajvanshi was shy. Only this man could do that.

"Don't provoke me Asher ji. I can do a lot of things." I said trying to not show my nervousness in front of him.

"Like what Ramona ji?" He said and that is it. No matter what I must have the big hand in flirting he could have it big on bed. I thought and went red realising what I just thought about.

"On what? I can't hear?" My anataratma (inner soul) said.

"Chup bilkul chup" I replied
(Quite not a word)

"Like this" I said and kissed on his right cheek. And the moment was it I was lost in this little moment I couldn't think anything but him. And his closeness.

"Like this" I said and kissed his other cheek I could feel his face getting red with heat. I was no less you know.

"Like this" I said and kissed the tip of his nose. Making my stomach go crazy with the butterflies no at this rate they were fucking dinosaurs.

"Like this" I said and intertwined our hands. I could see his expressions when I did the same with our other hands. God he looked so hot even at this moment. I couldn't help but smile.

"God dammit Ramona I will fuck you if you continue" He said and god I was supposed to feel offended.

"Why the fuck is he sounding so hot?" I thought along my anataratma(inner soul).

"Sabr karo saiya ji. Suhagrat ki intni kya jaldi hai?" I said not being able to hide my emotions from being a tomato.

When I translated it to him I was feeling so giddy giddy all over my stomach.

"Ohh. We don't need to wait that long." He said. I knew he was just teasing me but my past relationships were just making me feel not so right.

When he asked me if there was any reason behind it. I thought for a while. And remembered the words of Bella.

"Ishq hi nahi insaniyat bhi keval satya par tiki hai. Ek juhta kabhi mere pyar ka haqdar nahi ho sakta."

(Not only love but the humanity also survives only on truth. A lier is never worthy of my love.)

"Pyaar hi to hai jisme jism hi nahi humara dil bhi benakab hota hai."

(Love is the thing in which not only our bodies but also our heart lay bared.)

Thinking of it I thought of telling everything to Asher. I know he will understand. If he doesn't then maybe humara sath yahi tak tha.(we were just meant till here)

"You see I believe that sex should be done after marriage. I don't know about others and they are free to do anything they wish but for me it is a step that is to be taken only after marriage." I said slowly to start the conversation.

"But then there were 3 guys I dated till now and 2 of them were not thinking the same as me. I broke up with one peacefully but the other one..." I took a pause so that I won't cry saying anything.

"You can cry. I am here to wipe your tears. Ramona I am here forever." He said while caressing my cheeks. His eyes were saying the sincerity he had in his words. And the tears slipped from my eyes.

"He cheated on me. And when I caught them in act. He said that "I also have desires I can't be with you if you continue your act like a nun."
I said my voice broken.

"He said that if I could please him physically he wouldn't have done it. He blamed me for everything. He was about to..." I cried hard not being able to say the words.

"It's okay. I am here. Ramona" he said hugging me and caressing my hairs and back. While I cried for about 5 minutes.

"He was about to force himself on me. But I beat him. And then he complained to the police saying I was abusing him in our relationship. " I said still hugging him. I could feel his hold on me tightening.

"But obviously I am Ramona Rajvanshi. My brother handled everything. But the trauma can't be gone." I said slowly breaking the hug.

I looked at him only to see his eyes red with tears.

"They say if the one you love is hurt then you are the one to feel pain a thousand times more. They were right." He said looking at me.

"I can't help you in overcoming that past. But I will make our future  so beautiful that nothing will make you sad anymore. Ramona." He said holding my hands and looking into my eyes.

"I love you Asher." I said looking in his eyes.

"I love you more Ramona." He said

"Huh? No no I love you more."

"Wait listen I love you more Ms. Rajvanshi. "

"See you calling me Ms.Rajvanshi again. I love you more. I love you from the moment I saw you. " I said now I can't lose in this.

"Ramona ji. Admit the fact that I love you more." he said folding his hands in front of his chest.

"No no. You see you are just standing here. And I am feeling so many butterflies. Definitely I love you more." I said

"Listen Ramona. That day when I saw your back everything fucking fell from my hands definitely I love you more." He replied

Like this the serious conversation turned into a sweet banter of who loves whom more.

Hiii.

My dear cutie pookies.

Don't forget to vote and comment🎀