Angel Reese-Johnson
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I gave up on the whole celebrating my birthday the entire month. I'm tired of partying every night, so my birthday month over early.
All I wanna do is be a mom and work.
Today is Mother's Day, so we're going to a get together. I wanted to have one at our house, but Flau'jae don't want nobody in the house.
She said to let somebody else do it anyway, so that's exactly what happened. Flau'jae's cousin is having one at a venue downtown.
We're leaving early because my mom and aunts are doing something. Of course they want us to come, so we are.
I woke up to gifts this morning, and I'm so grateful. Not to be biased, but Jaeuh has Flau'jae beat when it comes to buying gifts.
They both outdid themselves though.
I almost got Flau'jae a new car for Mother's Day, but I talked myself out of it. She don't need another car, no.
I still made sure to shower my baby in love and gifts. She'll survive without the car, and she's probably gonna buy it on her own anyway.
"I thought you was putting her on the dress" I said to Flau'jae before she shook her head no
"It's too small"
"Oh, well I like this outfit better. It's cute how you paired everything together" I said while examining Naeluh's outfit
"I know you like it, you always like what I put them in" I gave her a look because she's lying out her ass
"If it's designer, it's a definitely a hit. That's the only time I be liking the outfits"
"So, I only know how to put together designer fits?" I nodded before she gave me a disappointed look causing me to laugh
"I've been telling you that since Jaeuh was born. Are you done getting dressed?" she nodded before I made my way into the bathroom where Junior was
"All done" he smiled as I approached him on the toilet, "Mommy I'm better"
"I bet so cause you stink, you took a grown man shit" I said before his mouth dropped and he laughed
"Say it again, mommy" he encouraged as I opened some wipes, "Say it"
"No"
I wiped him good before flushing the toilet and helping him wash his hands. I washed my hands too before cutting out the light.
"We can start making our way downstairs. Jaeuh should be done getting ready" Flau'jae said while picking up Naeluh from the bed
"I'll go check" I said while grabbing my phone from off the dresser
We all made our way out the room before they went downstairs. I found my way into Jaeuh's room seeing her cleaning off her vanity.
"You look so pretty" I complimented her before she gave me a quick smile
"Thank you, momma" she replied at a low volume but I still heard her
I was just standing there watching her clear the vanity. Since we left Baltimore, she's been detached from everything and everybody.
That was three days ago.
We begged her to tell us, and she wouldn't say.
She keeps saying nothing wrong, but I know my child. Something happened, and she's not being herself.
She don't even talk for real, and if she do she's giving a response. I just want my Jaeuh who's always asking for something or bothering me.
Normally, I'll let it go but the way she cried scared me. I ain't never see my baby cry like that, it was a cry for help.
