Flau'jae Johnson
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"I'm going to jail, I don't give a fuck" I leaned against the bathroom counter while watching Angel
"You not listening to me" she stopped what she was doing and gave me a serious look, "You're not killing nobody"
"You can't tell me what to do, fuck" I spat out aggressively while mugging her, "I'm in broad daylight with it, I don't give a damn"
"You not thinking, and it's pissing me the hell off" she said while stepping in front of me, "Can you stop?"
"No, and you too fucking calm" she placed her hand on my face making me look at her
"I'm just as angry as you are, I am. I wanna kill too, but I'm gone go about this the right way. You're acting off your emotions, you can't do that"
"I can, and I'm gone stand on what I feel" I said not tryna hear nothing she just said
"You not in the right head space, baby. If you go to jail that's gone add fuel to the fire, more pressure on me"
"Bail me out"
"Flau'jae we still have two babies to think about. Can you let me handle the rest?" she placed her hand on my chest and kissed me
"No"
"Baby, please" she begged while looking me directly in my eyes, "We gotta move smart for our kids"
"Angel I don't wanna hear nothing" I gently pushed her back, "You getting on my fucking nerves"
"And why are you being so hostile with me?" she followed me while holding my arm
"Ain't nobody being hostile with you, let me go" I said while getting out her grip and walking out the bathroom
I got in the bed and she just stood in the doorway of the bathroom looking at me.
"You can't go to Baltimore tomorrow with the intentions of offing somebody. A child at that" she said after turning off the bathroom light and approaching the bed
"Stop talking to me, you sound stupid. Was that bitch intentions good when she traumatized my child?"
"Flau'jae"
She got in the bed and just sat up while starting at me. I was just staring at her giving her the same look.
"What you want?"
"Can you stop talking to me any kind of way?" I sucked my teeth as she held the same look, "Flau'jae I'm serious, stop"
"Ain't nobody talking to you any kind of way. You doing too much, get out my face. Just stop talking to me, I been said that"
"You're taking your frustration out on the wrong person. We're in the same position, I'm mad as fuck too. That don't mean talk to me any way though"
"You done?" I asked before she sighed and put her head down in her hands
"You're upsetting me" her voice softened up, "It's hard on me too, and you're not helping. You don't think I'm angry too?"
She looked up at me and I saw that she was crying. I sat up before sighing and grabbing her pulling her closer
"I'm sorry, mamas" I apologized while making her look at me, "You right, we in the same position, I can't take my anger out on you"
She got out the bed and went in the bathroom making sure to close the door behind her. I got up and tried going in, but the door was locked.
"Leave me alone, Flau'jae" she spat out as I heard shuffling, "I don't wanna talk to you right now"
"Open the door, ma"
