Au'jaeuh Johnson
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Tonight is our first game of the season and I'm nervous. It's been too much going on around me to the point where I'm throwed off.
I'm lacking focus.
I was doing okay all day, but I'm shaken up now. In my last class, I was arguing with somebody because they said something about my mom.
He made a joke about it and threw the situation in my face. I been thinking about it since, it's just bothering me.
A lot.
I ain't ever spoke to this boy until today.
I don't know why people feel the need to make comments about it. I wish the internet didn't exist and people didn't know us.
How did they find out what's wrong with her?
That information should be private and protected.
It's a home game, so we just finished up a quick practice. I missed every shot in practice, literally.
Coach said I'm not contributing in other areas either. I'm just not there mentally to play right now.
Some of my other friends coming to the game to watch me. They might be disappointed.
"Is you listening?" Keiya asked before I just shrugged my shoulders
"No"
"I just gave you the run down about that girl. She coming to the game, and her friends"
"I don't care about no bitch" I spat out before she scrunched her face up, "I'm sorry, but I don't"
"Somebody mad" I heard one of my teammates from behind me mumble
I looked back and ain't nobody say nothing.
"She tryna tell you they gone try something after the game" Maiah said causing me to shrug carelessly
"I don't care"
I walked out the bathroom area to go to my locker. Not only do we have a game, but we play our rival.
Keiya got into it over the internet with some girls from that school. Maiah somehow got in it, and now them girls wanna fight.
I don't got no social media on my phone, so I missed it. They just told me everything that happened, and want me to be involved.
I got other stuff to worry about right now. I'm gonna be by their side, but I ain't fighting nobody.
No.
They should've ignored them girls, for real. They arguing over a laughing emoji in a mutuals comment section.
It's not worth it and I don't care. I'm just tryna bring my focus back and nobody's helping.
"You can say excuse me, watch where you going" Laila said as I walked by to get to my locker, "Before I spit on you"
This yuck mouth bitch think she be intimidating me. She really should seek for help, literally.
All she do is talk.
I laughed a little because this bitch don't know when to stop. She just keep poking and tryna provoke me, I been ignoring her.
