Angel Reese-Johnson
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"I really need to know how my baby still alive" I said to my doctor, "Not saying I wanted something bad to happen, it just don't make sense"
"Ma'am honestly, I can't tell you" Dr. Evans spoke while shaking her head, "I can say your health has a lot to do with it"
That's God.
I'm genuinely so confused.
"I guess"
"Whatever those doctors did, they helped you" she said before Flau'jae hummed
According to Flau'jae the doctors was terrible. She said we had to go to another hospital to double check me.
I'm confused.
Flau'jae wasn't lying when she said I'm going to the doctor more than usual. I've been to the doctor twice this week.
It's tiring.
I got a therapist too, and I don't know what to say to her. She was talking to me about I don't know what.
Talking about we starting where we left off. I don't even know where we left off. I don't even remember seeing her.
The whole session I was confused. Ain't nothing wrong with me, so I'm finna drop her. Flau'jae's saying no, but I don't understand why I need her.
"I'll see you again on Tuesday, it was nice seeing you today" Dr. Evans said while closing out her computer
"Okay, thank you"
We left out and got in the car before I immediately blasted the air.
"I want some ice cream" I said while leaning my seat back, "And I want space, oh my god"
"I'm not touching you, mamas"
"I'm talking bout this stomach I got, all in my way. It's aggravating" she started laughing and shaking her head
"You funny"
"It's not funny, and I been thinking of names"
"What you got?" she looked over at me and back in front of her while pulling off
"A'Raeluh" I shrugged because it's something, "I like it to go with Naeluh name. At the same time I don't cause it was no thought put into it for real"
"Flau'Raeluh" I started laughing but she was holding a straight face, "I'm dead ass"
"Oh, you for real?"
"Yeah"
"If you think we putting that on my baby birth certificate, you better think again"
"Listen, listen, and her nickname can be Flau' or Raeluh. That's ain't no ordinary shit right there" she got hyped as I just scrunched my face up
Ew.
"We don't even call Junior that. Why would we name this baby Flau'Raeluh, and call her Flau?"
"So, you don't like it?"
"It's ugly, I hate it. I wanna throw up and my skin crawling" I spoke dramatically before she chuckled
"Monaeluh" she said before I looked over at her with a stale face
"You're done, I'll just pick a name on my own"
"No"
"I need you to get creative how you did with Jaeuh. We're not just being slack with my baby's name" I informed her even though she knows
