SAM
Everyone just forgot about me. Elton and Corey were busy filming videos together, Aaron was always busy with his songs, Colby was always with Brennen, and Kat broke up with me about a month ago. No one else knew, after all, I had no one to tell. I was all alone. Whenever I was with anyone, they would just forget I existed. Even the fans would. They would always take photos with everyone but me. It broke my heart. All these years spent on my career for people to just forget I existed. All these years I spent with Colby, just for him to replace me.
Today was the day of mine and Colby's 10 year friendship anniversary. We made plans of what we would do years ago and I was so excited. I hadn't really done anything with him for months other than videos, as he was always with Brennen, so I couldn't wait.
"Colby? You ready?" I knocked on his door. There was no response so I knocked again. "Colbs?"
The door finally opened.
"What. And don't call me that." He said in an angry tone. He looked as if he just woke up.
"Are you ready to go?" I ask him softly.
"Go where? The fuck" he says, shaking his head.
"Y-you do know what day it is right?"
"I don't know Sam, I'm trying to sleep and you're just being annoying so fuck off" and he turned around, shutting the door in my face. I felt as if my heart had broken into a million peices. I sobbed silently to myself outside his door, hoping he would remember, but he didn't.
"D-Do you even know who I am anymore?" I say finally through the door.
"Fuck off"
"It's our 10 year anniversary. We were gonna go back to Kansas to all our favourite spots together. We planned it years ago Cole. I couldn't wait. I thought that maybe, because today is about us, that you would actually spend time with me. It doesn't matter. I'll just go celebrate by myself like I do with every other event" I was now sobbing so loud I didn't even hear the door open. I felt two strong arms wrap around my shaking body.
"Sam, I'm so sorry" I heard Colby say as his grip tightens on me.
"You left me all alone! You all did!" I cried out into his shoulder.
"I know and I'm sorry, I'll make it up to you!"
He never did.
It had been about a month and colby had done something with me, which was a simple trip to Chipotle, once before going back to his new best friend.
I was currently home alone, as always when the boys went to film as I wasn't involved anymore. There cars had just pulled up outside. I ran downstairs to greet them as they had all been gone for 24 hours for a challenge. I didn't expect much, just a hi and for someone to ask how I was. But what I wasn't expecting is for every single person to walk past me. Elton, Corey, Brennen, (he had replaced me in the OVERNIGHT videos) Aaron, and Colby all just walked past me as if I wasn't there.
"Guys?" I said, hoping for someone to acknowledge me, but the only thing I got was a look from circa saying that she wanted to be patted. I was heartbroken. I ran upstairs, tears streaming down my face as I slammed my door and launched myself onto my bed. I just sobbed. I had never felt like this in my life until now. Pure betrayal and sadness. My life felt like it was over, at least that's what I wished for.
"SAM!" Elton had shouted from downstairs. This was the first time in 3 months that someone had acknowledged me and you could never understand the excitement I felt. But get my hopes up was a bad idea.
"I think it's best you move out" those words were the first thing colby had said to me in 3 months.
"W-what..?" I croaked.
"We're kicking you out Sam, you have a day" Elton said sternly before leaving the room.
"A day?! Where am I supposed to go?" Tears were now streaming down my face.
"Well we were all assuming you would go to Kats, like you have done for the past 3 months. You completely pushed us away, so we just thought that you didnt wanna live here anymore" colby said, as if i had been ignoring them all this time.
"Kat broke up with me 5 months ago! I havent left this house since! You never agnoliged my existance to the point where you werent even aware I was home!" Colby just stood there, watching me break down. Brennen then came up beside him.
"I appreciate you doing this for me brother" he said, acting like this was completely fine.
"Oh so this is what this is about. You all forgot about me for 3 months and now you're kicking me out so colbys new best friend can move in. I see. Go fuck yourselves" I said before storming off. I grabbed my car keys, slamming the front door behind me, and just drove. I didn't know where I was going, but I had one goal.
To jump.
