SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO WRITE THIS!!! I got locked out my account but I'm back now!!
COLBY
"It's alright dude, he's just overreacting like the bitch that he is. He'll be back." Brennen said after the door slam from Sam echoed throughout the house. The rest of the roomates left the room, including Brennen, who patted my shoulder before he left. I felt so guilty and angry at myself for doing what I did. I needed to go after him. Without another thought, I gathered my things and got in my car.
"Where are you going?" I hear Brennen ask as he walks towards me.
"To find my best friend"
I drove for hours, searching the streets and calling the phone of the blonde that I just wished was okay. After hours of having a blank mind, something finally clicked in my brain and I stepped on the gas.
I'm coming Sam.
SAM
I sat on the roof, my legs hanging over the edge, as I watched my phone ring beside me; partner in crime popping up as the caller ID each time. I didn't want to answer, I had no energy to. I didn't have energy to do anything anymore. I had completely given up. No one wanted me. No one loves me. No one appreciates anything I do. I'm just useless. Colby hates me. The fans hate me. Everyone hates me. My family haven't spoken to me in god knows how long, no matter how many time I've tried. I just want to be someone's friend again. That's all I could ever want. I would pay to just have someone to call a friend, someone to talk to, someone to cry with, someone to hug, someone that actually wanted to see me. I no longer wanted to be someone that people would just put up with, or someone that was people's reason to not attend events because they didn't want to be associated with me. I'd give anything to not be alone again. anything.
COLBY
"SAM!" I screamed, looking around the abandoned building that me and Sam used to call our 'second home'. After having no response, I ran to the roof. And there he was. The blonde was sat on the very edge of the tall building, looking down at the floor below him.
"Sam.." I said, grateful that I had finally found him.
"What do you want Colby." His voice was strained and nothing like the voice I once knew, the voice that would instantly bring the mood up in a room full of sorrow, the voice I woke up every morning to hear.
"I'm so so so sorry. I know my apology doesn't mean anything compared to what I did. I'm not asking for forgiveness, I just want you to talk to me. I love you so much and I can't lose you."
"Well how do you think I felt when I lost you, when I lost everyone to Brennen" he said his name with such spite and jealousy. I slowly walked over to him, sitting beside him. We sat in silence, comfortable silence, before he spoke up, "Why does everyone hate me?" He said solemly, turning to face me as a tear dripped down his already tear-stained face.
"No one hates you, of course no one hates you, we just-" but I had no excuse. He turned back to look at the floor, shaking his and sarcastically smiling.
"I could never hate you. I love you Sam. I'm in love with you" I paused, thinking about what I just said as I watch him turn to me in the corner of my eye. I clutched the edge of the roof before continuing, "when I saw you with Kat, I got jealous. I wanted that to be me instead. I had been in love with you since we met and she just comes in and swoops you off your feet. But that doesn't make what I did any better. I'm so sorry. I don't know how to make it up to you but I'll do anything to just be able to see you smile again" I turned to him. I now had a matching tear-stained face. I brought my hand up to wipe his tears but he pushed it away.
"I love you too Colby, but I don't want to be a burden. I don't want you to pity me. Just let me go, move on. Brennen can move in and you can start 'Colby and Brennen'. You don't need me anymore."
"Sam... don't say that." I grabbed his chin softly and turned his head to face me. "You're all I need" I said, before leaning in and closing the gap between us. He brought a hand to my cheek, the other travelling around my head to grip my hair whilst my hand on his cheek moved to the back of his neck and the other, his waist, pulling him in closer. After a few minutes, we pulled away for oxygen, leaning my forehead against his. "I love you so much"
